Just me..

Meeting back my ex doesn't seems to be a good idea... I know is weird to arrange this kind of meeting... He asked for it, and I think is good to let him know the truth. I chose to let Yoon Sin and my sis follow to the meeting, maybe is a way showing that I don't want to meet him at all or is a way to protect myself from getting any weird response from him. Isn't that obvious that I'm so selfish and he is so pathetic? aiks....a relationship that finally come to an end which he can really accept it. I've made him failed his subject, I've become the main cause of everything but is an end meaning is the totally ending. No point thinking back and feeling sorry anymore when I can do nothing bout it.I'm such a cold blood?

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. 

During the meeting, nothing came across my mind other than Mr.63. I knew that he won't care bout this but somehow I wish it won't affect us. His reassurance made me feel comfortable. Even he is not around by my side, but I can really know that we trust each other. *maybe is early to said that but I do think so personally* . I enjoyed all the moment we share bout those problems or facts that what we face, the feeling just come in so naturally that I wish that he know what I'm thinking and don't give any doubt to him in hesitating me and my past. 

PS nothing can replace the most joyful moment I received the best present from Mr.63. Every single word means a lot.

Mr.63，this is for you.. is just like you....

 "At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet." - Plato

hmm.....we should try this next time.....=)

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.