then I realized I was thinking about you ..
Morning!
Sunday, January 30, 2011
A smile
Today I caught myself smiling for no reason...
then I realized I was thinking about you ..
Morning!
then I realized I was thinking about you ..
Morning!
Just me..
Meeting back my ex doesn't seems to be a good idea... I know is weird to arrange this kind of meeting... He asked for it, and I think is good to let him know the truth. I chose to let Yoon Sin and my sis follow to the meeting, maybe is a way showing that I don't want to meet him at all or is a way to protect myself from getting any weird response from him. Isn't that obvious that I'm so selfish and he is so pathetic? aiks....a relationship that finally come to an end which he can really accept it. I've made him failed his subject, I've become the main cause of everything but is an end meaning is the totally ending. No point thinking back and feeling sorry anymore when I can do nothing bout it.I'm such a cold blood?
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
During the meeting, nothing came across my mind other than Mr.63. I knew that he won't care bout this but somehow I wish it won't affect us. His reassurance made me feel comfortable. Even he is not around by my side, but I can really know that we trust each other. *maybe is early to said that but I do think so personally* . I enjoyed all the moment we share bout those problems or facts that what we face, the feeling just come in so naturally that I wish that he know what I'm thinking and don't give any doubt to him in hesitating me and my past.
PS nothing can replace the most joyful moment I received the best present from Mr.63. Every single word means a lot.
Mr.63，this is for you.. is just like you....
"At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet." - Plato
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| hmm.....we should try this next time.....=) |
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
TOMORROW back to HOME!
Tomorrow will be back! Can't wait to go back after a month! Thou there are so many things to finish up right now but all I want right now is CNY!!! after 2years not celebrating it, finally I get it back! I want the most wonderful cny!!! Really wish that everything will goes right when I'm back to home.
4days before cny is totally pack with all sort of gathering, I just hope everything go smooth! OOps just remember that I haven't confirm with my blue gang yet! Chong JOEE are you free on 1st Feb?? cause all the gang members are free!!! just waiting for your call!!!! so make sure you do!We really need to meet up after so long!!! I'm back from INDIA but doesn't seem like we have lots of chance to meet up since you stay in SG!!!!
Gonna get all my shopping ready since there are few books, colour pencils , some clothes etc!!!
Maybe I should have just request for 48hours per day so that I can finish all my work!!! and meet more friends! Just wish that my stupid exam not so soon! so I can enjoy till the top!
HMM, somehow I do miss my sis @.@.. new year without her must be bored! Wee used to jokes around with cousin and the most important thing is gamble!!! aiks, wonder this time mummy will let us to gamble or not =P But LIM SHUANG YING, don't worry, I will keep your ang pao *evil laugh*... let me count only let you know ...bluek!!!! *maybe I will bring a bigger bag this year when go "bai nian" so can keep more!!! since I have double amount of ang pao * Is so fair for me to take yours cause you have been getting mine for past two years!!! wakakkakakakakkakaka
Now really have to go for a quick shopping to get a red dress for cny!!! wonder why the recent trend is so trendy too UPDATE!!!! I can't wear those barbie pink walking around!!! aiyoyo..... looks like mummy have to bring me gai gai again! grey isn't appropriate for first day but what I bought is majority grey this time... why de???
back to home work first...have to finish tonight cause I'm not going to bring back all this burden to celebrate CNY!!!!!!
MISS HOME NOW!!!!!
PS... on the other hand there'll be one week plus not meeting him...aiks!!!!
4days before cny is totally pack with all sort of gathering, I just hope everything go smooth! OOps just remember that I haven't confirm with my blue gang yet! Chong JOEE are you free on 1st Feb?? cause all the gang members are free!!! just waiting for your call!!!! so make sure you do!We really need to meet up after so long!!! I'm back from INDIA but doesn't seem like we have lots of chance to meet up since you stay in SG!!!!
Gonna get all my shopping ready since there are few books, colour pencils , some clothes etc!!!
Maybe I should have just request for 48hours per day so that I can finish all my work!!! and meet more friends! Just wish that my stupid exam not so soon! so I can enjoy till the top!
HMM, somehow I do miss my sis @.@.. new year without her must be bored! Wee used to jokes around with cousin and the most important thing is gamble!!! aiks, wonder this time mummy will let us to gamble or not =P But LIM SHUANG YING, don't worry, I will keep your ang pao *evil laugh*... let me count only let you know ...bluek!!!! *maybe I will bring a bigger bag this year when go "bai nian" so can keep more!!! since I have double amount of ang pao * Is so fair for me to take yours cause you have been getting mine for past two years!!! wakakkakakakakkakaka
Now really have to go for a quick shopping to get a red dress for cny!!! wonder why the recent trend is so trendy too UPDATE!!!! I can't wear those barbie pink walking around!!! aiyoyo..... looks like mummy have to bring me gai gai again! grey isn't appropriate for first day but what I bought is majority grey this time... why de???
back to home work first...have to finish tonight cause I'm not going to bring back all this burden to celebrate CNY!!!!!!
MISS HOME NOW!!!!!
PS... on the other hand there'll be one week plus not meeting him...aiks!!!!
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The weirdest night ever
Didn't sleep well last night? I'm not sure too... I thought I slept off after a short chat with Mr.63 but I woke up on the middle of night when his message came in . But I never heard any message tone or even see any light blinking. How can I know he send me a message that time? and how come I will wake up in the middle of night that I normally won't.
He called after I replied him, I don't know what I can't talk at the moment he called when I feel like I'm not awake and wondering what's wrong with me. Trying to hang up as soon as possible because the more I talk to him the more I can't bare the thought waiting for him to appear in front of me which can never happen. What's wrong with me being so stupid out of sudden?
Isn't that let him study whole night long is what I want?
=S maybe subconsciously I'm waiting for the call or the message all night long that I don't even realise I did and I need....
PS: sometimes the more we wish something could happen, it will never happen. So never put any hope will gain more surprise. Looks like yesterday just not my day, cause I lost my happy go lucky thought for once. Hopefully today it will be with me again! what is done is done! A brand new day again! Morning people! Today will be a fully pack with plans day! I hope I will plan something then!
He called after I replied him, I don't know what I can't talk at the moment he called when I feel like I'm not awake and wondering what's wrong with me. Trying to hang up as soon as possible because the more I talk to him the more I can't bare the thought waiting for him to appear in front of me which can never happen. What's wrong with me being so stupid out of sudden?
Isn't that let him study whole night long is what I want?
=S maybe subconsciously I'm waiting for the call or the message all night long that I don't even realise I did and I need....
PS: sometimes the more we wish something could happen, it will never happen. So never put any hope will gain more surprise. Looks like yesterday just not my day, cause I lost my happy go lucky thought for once. Hopefully today it will be with me again! what is done is done! A brand new day again! Morning people! Today will be a fully pack with plans day! I hope I will plan something then!
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| Keeping the most happy moment in thought can always cheer people up! |
Wordless..ugly truth..
I don't know why..... don't know how...... I'm speechless...suddenly...
something went wrong?
or I'm thinking too much?
maybe what I said and what I think is just two different thing....
wish that you are just by my side now..
is so hard to pretend not missing you and not wanna meet you at all!!!! can't take it!
nitez blog...
something went wrong?
or I'm thinking too much?
maybe what I said and what I think is just two different thing....
wish that you are just by my side now..
is so hard to pretend not missing you and not wanna meet you at all!!!! can't take it!
nitez blog...
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Adding note
ADDING ON!
Is one month anniversary thou not 1 YEAR but I pretty sure I will break all the record yours and mine!
Thanks for being by my side thou can't hug you today..=S
Is one month anniversary thou not 1 YEAR but I pretty sure I will break all the record yours and mine!
Thanks for being by my side thou can't hug you today..=S
HAPPY 1 mth ANNIVERSARY ! !
Time fly, is one month now... well specifically still need to wait till almost past midnight only considered...
As I know it was on 26-27 midnight...I still remember every single second of it, every time your face became blush! Whenever I think of that, you will just make me laugh non stop..
Is not the funny shy look on you, but I think I fall on you the moment you confront..=) that's how stupid I am =P
A day that we both will never forget,
A day we will make it as memorable as possible...
Argh my stomach is blotted now after eating so much. *sob, not eating with him as celebration*
Curious to know why not? Exam still the first place for us right now, so all this special day can put aside and celebrate it later. I bet when the meaning is there, the important person is there, that is special enough thou is not on the right particular date!!!
So I think everyday we meet is also an anniversary day? LOL.....
Hope that we don't need to be only super sweet on anniversary day, birthday, valentine or etc....As long as there's WE , is always a memorable day!
I wish this 1st month will be not a full stop of just A MONTH, but a starting point for our long way journey. At the beginning of journey usually started well in relationship but to maintain it will always be the challenge to test us. I don't know what will we be in future and I never imagine yet till now because I think I rather choose to treasure every single moment with him than always worry bout what it will turn out to be. I hope this will change my perception too since I'm those worry-type person. =)
Trying to hold a person time for first isn't that hard except the heart feel like popping out detach from the thoracic cage, but holding it till the day hair turn white will be not only tachycardia, but SOB *short of breath* when facing all the facts of our life. I can't promise there will be no fight no argue because a relationship will only develop stronger bonding when learning how to tolerate each other from mistakes but I believe we can make it through.
Sorry that I didn't prepare anything for this special day, really have no idea what I should do.
Other than calling him, chatting with him, my mind just stuck with zero ideas...maybe due to his exam, all my mind think of is stop disturbing him, let him focus till exam end.
Keep him accompany is something I should do for today, but my appearance may affect his progress of studies..=(
One month before, this is the day we spend for more than half day.. one month after we meet only for less than 30sec before you step into your exam hall for the same day. But who cares!!! as long as the mind is tie up!
THERE IS NO REMEDY FOR LOVE BUT TO LOVE MORE
* When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams. *~ Dr Seuss ~
Ps:
Wish Mr.63 all the best in exam and we sill be lovely forever and ever !!!
hehe since today is the special day and there will be a special wish! cause is consider a birth-day for US.
maybe when I get to think of something that can remind of we, then only can see what I can do... =S
As I know it was on 26-27 midnight...I still remember every single second of it, every time your face became blush! Whenever I think of that, you will just make me laugh non stop..
Is not the funny shy look on you, but I think I fall on you the moment you confront..=) that's how stupid I am =P
A day that we both will never forget,
A day we will make it as memorable as possible...
Argh my stomach is blotted now after eating so much. *sob, not eating with him as celebration*
Curious to know why not? Exam still the first place for us right now, so all this special day can put aside and celebrate it later. I bet when the meaning is there, the important person is there, that is special enough thou is not on the right particular date!!!
So I think everyday we meet is also an anniversary day? LOL.....
Hope that we don't need to be only super sweet on anniversary day, birthday, valentine or etc....As long as there's WE , is always a memorable day!
I wish this 1st month will be not a full stop of just A MONTH, but a starting point for our long way journey. At the beginning of journey usually started well in relationship but to maintain it will always be the challenge to test us. I don't know what will we be in future and I never imagine yet till now because I think I rather choose to treasure every single moment with him than always worry bout what it will turn out to be. I hope this will change my perception too since I'm those worry-type person. =)
Trying to hold a person time for first isn't that hard except the heart feel like popping out detach from the thoracic cage, but holding it till the day hair turn white will be not only tachycardia, but SOB *short of breath* when facing all the facts of our life. I can't promise there will be no fight no argue because a relationship will only develop stronger bonding when learning how to tolerate each other from mistakes but I believe we can make it through.
Sorry that I didn't prepare anything for this special day, really have no idea what I should do.
Other than calling him, chatting with him, my mind just stuck with zero ideas...maybe due to his exam, all my mind think of is stop disturbing him, let him focus till exam end.
Keep him accompany is something I should do for today, but my appearance may affect his progress of studies..=(
One month before, this is the day we spend for more than half day.. one month after we meet only for less than 30sec before you step into your exam hall for the same day. But who cares!!! as long as the mind is tie up!
THERE IS NO REMEDY FOR LOVE BUT TO LOVE MORE
* When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams. *~ Dr Seuss ~
Ps:
Wish Mr.63 all the best in exam and we sill be lovely forever and ever !!!
hehe since today is the special day and there will be a special wish! cause is consider a birth-day for US.
maybe when I get to think of something that can remind of we, then only can see what I can do... =S
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Just came back from class-GH...
Just found out that the portion of exam is big!!!! but that doesn't make me feel like reading any of it..isn't that sad? I don't know what happen to my semangat yang membarak-barak, maybe 3rd year just too tired... Is tiring when the clock showing 7before you go out and still showing 7 when you came back! 12hours... my goodness...
Today, I just found out that there's a yoga centre in front of my house! GREAT!!! now I can really do what I wish to do since I'm in form6! but I can only join in during march since Feb is full with exam and holiday! 2hours per week, isn;t that just nice for me to keep healthy and keep fit? =) wish for that!!!! Can't wait for march to come! ^^ I want S-shape body, I want soft joint...
crack-crack-crack.....looks like is time for my join and my bone to loosen up!!!!!
Just found out that the portion of exam is big!!!! but that doesn't make me feel like reading any of it..isn't that sad? I don't know what happen to my semangat yang membarak-barak, maybe 3rd year just too tired... Is tiring when the clock showing 7before you go out and still showing 7 when you came back! 12hours... my goodness...
Today, I just found out that there's a yoga centre in front of my house! GREAT!!! now I can really do what I wish to do since I'm in form6! but I can only join in during march since Feb is full with exam and holiday! 2hours per week, isn;t that just nice for me to keep healthy and keep fit? =) wish for that!!!! Can't wait for march to come! ^^ I want S-shape body, I want soft joint...
crack-crack-crack.....looks like is time for my join and my bone to loosen up!!!!!
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should have posted it just now....
now is so late de... just came back from yam cha with my uncle... glad they came over drop by and bring me out. Wish that there's more chances for me to chat with them non stop...=)
argh..I'm tired... time to sleep, looks like need to call Mr.63 de...
wonder how's his progress today since I didn't call or message him for the whole evening...
Monday, January 24, 2011
JJ
though is not my first time link this song in FB, but somehow it become a song that will play in my mind...
Is not a song with lyric that voice out my soul, but maybe the first time I heard it just a the right moment...
Still love this song deeply, wonder why...
JJ 她说
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zt2PuFlibZY&NR=1
Ps: I'm not emoing =) just it comes across my mind again and again..=)
Is not a song with lyric that voice out my soul, but maybe the first time I heard it just a the right moment...
Still love this song deeply, wonder why...
JJ 她说
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zt2PuFlibZY&NR=1
Ps: I'm not emoing =) just it comes across my mind again and again..=)
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Blog too many??
Really blog alot recently, maybe after so long...I didn't have the mood to do so!
Thanks to him! when my pc away...he borrowed his to me!!!! *wink wink* really really appreciate it cause this is the only thing I have now to lepak!
I chosed to let Mr.63 know I have blog which maybe others won't or never do so.
There might be some doubt whether is good to let him know or keep it a privacy account so that I can voice out anything I want... After all is better to keep no secret than keeping every single thought to myself =)
well, I would say TRUST is the only thing I believed that it will hold my relationship long!
On the other hand ,I wish that all these blog will not affect what we are now because this is a place I throw my words follow by my mood, it might be mean or harsh sometimes. sorry..
Today, mummy ask my sis whether am I preparing dinner for my bf?
WAH!!!!!
Dear mama, looks like you know your kid well enough. Before I can introduce him officially, you can even sense it! NOT BAD!!! I'm glad you take it as I'm a grown up now and will not be worried bout me as you usually do. BUT, I will still act as if I don't know you already mention this to sis right now. Maybe there's a day you ask me again, then the answer will be different form the first time I showed you his picture..=)
Hope I will get a good news or a good yes as my answer!
3more days to go,will be a month..
This make me think of the day hand holds hand, how shy we both are...*though that's not the day I count!*
A fast flash back...
We enjoyed the ride in my first Mary-go -round after taking of my "teen" on my age, some excited 360 degree ride and many more.. Maybe I'm not a girl who like soft toy had make you disappointed cause you can't show your skill throwing chips or balls to win something memorable form all the toys stall...=) But I think an ending with the horse ride is something that I will never ever forget. Is not something usual but I love it. Is is a crazy move for kids looking from down there but may I say.... IS ROMANTIC k... LOL.... maybe yar it is..
A crowd make us be apart, your height make me just easy to find in the sea of people *wink wink..are you sparkling on that day? * But all this make you grab my hand and walk...
We spend the noon,evening ,night.... till midnight... Is just the second date... oooooooo maybe this is called - A TALE and A STORY begin....
PS : argh..is just a short break in between of studies!!!!
Thanks to him! when my pc away...he borrowed his to me!!!! *wink wink* really really appreciate it cause this is the only thing I have now to lepak!
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I chosed to let Mr.63 know I have blog which maybe others won't or never do so.
There might be some doubt whether is good to let him know or keep it a privacy account so that I can voice out anything I want... After all is better to keep no secret than keeping every single thought to myself =)
well, I would say TRUST is the only thing I believed that it will hold my relationship long!
On the other hand ,I wish that all these blog will not affect what we are now because this is a place I throw my words follow by my mood, it might be mean or harsh sometimes. sorry..
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Today, mummy ask my sis whether am I preparing dinner for my bf?
WAH!!!!!
Dear mama, looks like you know your kid well enough. Before I can introduce him officially, you can even sense it! NOT BAD!!! I'm glad you take it as I'm a grown up now and will not be worried bout me as you usually do. BUT, I will still act as if I don't know you already mention this to sis right now. Maybe there's a day you ask me again, then the answer will be different form the first time I showed you his picture..=)
Hope I will get a good news or a good yes as my answer!
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This make me think of the day hand holds hand, how shy we both are...*though that's not the day I count!*
A fast flash back...
We enjoyed the ride in my first Mary-go -round after taking of my "teen" on my age, some excited 360 degree ride and many more.. Maybe I'm not a girl who like soft toy had make you disappointed cause you can't show your skill throwing chips or balls to win something memorable form all the toys stall...=) But I think an ending with the horse ride is something that I will never ever forget. Is not something usual but I love it. Is is a crazy move for kids looking from down there but may I say.... IS ROMANTIC k... LOL.... maybe yar it is..
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| the thrill we enjoyed make both of us crazy |
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| the thought of riding it is just beyond what I could imagine! |
A crowd make us be apart, your height make me just easy to find in the sea of people *wink wink..are you sparkling on that day? * But all this make you grab my hand and walk...
We spend the noon,evening ,night.... till midnight... Is just the second date... oooooooo maybe this is called - A TALE and A STORY begin....
PS : argh..is just a short break in between of studies!!!!
Dine with Mr.63
Not my first time dining with him, not my first time cooking for him either..
Is just a short meet for both of us, Is just an excuse too.. for us to be together for just an hour *thou just an hour* for this super busy busy and critical period..
Is just more than what I wish for! =)
Really thought that I can't meet him from last night, but still we make it today. I know I'm too greedy...
有时真的觉得很不应该，真的认为自己会打扰到他，但想的跟做的，永远都不同。。。
想见面时，自然地会找理由。。。 不管有多忙得他也会抽空。。 我好自私哦。。。
因为执著忘了对对方的最好的选择。。 好不应该。。=(
真希望能不说。。不说我想你。。。
加油哦，明天会更好！
ps..post more when I'm sienz!!!
Is just a short meet for both of us, Is just an excuse too.. for us to be together for just an hour *thou just an hour* for this super busy busy and critical period..
Is just more than what I wish for! =)
Really thought that I can't meet him from last night, but still we make it today. I know I'm too greedy...
有时真的觉得很不应该，真的认为自己会打扰到他，但想的跟做的，永远都不同。。。
想见面时，自然地会找理由。。。 不管有多忙得他也会抽空。。 我好自私哦。。。
因为执著忘了对对方的最好的选择。。 好不应该。。=(
真希望能不说。。不说我想你。。。
加油哦，明天会更好！
ps..post more when I'm sienz!!!
Happy birthday LITTLE SIS!!!!
Happy birthday oh my little sis!!!! really wish that you are here then I can bring you our for mum-mum!!! and then continue with shopping day!! LOL.... but this might need to wait till I go UK or you come back!!!
Wish that you will get your prince charm soon!! sorry lar, cause if I wish you 健健康康， 万事顺利还是心想事成..will sound to old and that would be what mama they all wish de... so I will give you another!!!!
OR else I can introduce you dentist?? ahahha but I bet you have DR choices there...wakakkaka =P
I wish that you will have a great birthday celebrating with your friends there, don't be shy telling people is your birthday k, you can just tell them let's go for a dinner tonight.. Cause keep quiet and don't let people know will just keep yourself back to the small room celebrating with no one else. COME ON! is overseas!!! no one care whether you are having thick face or not!! just celebrate once a year!! NOT A BIG DEAL! I'm sure mama will be happy to see you having fun, she won't think bout what you spend too!! Is once a year!!! not like you have birthday every day!!!
Can't pui you this year just like how last two years were, but maybe this will be a POST bout you!!! LOL
should be proud lar...=P bluek
My beloved sis,is time to grow up, don't be home sick too much, find your own pal and open your heart to people around you, maybe you will find someone a day. Who knows right??
Don't worry bout turning 20 and still look the same, I'm sure your thought your soul your personalities have changed. Cheer up as you always do! *well, don't forget, we both famous for our happy go lucky character!*
Sometime studies might drive you crazy but chill and relax, you can always call me whenever you want cause I will get to skype with you anytime you want soon!!! Always be here for you sis!!!
Do feel great that you decide to have a facebook before you left UK, at least we can always keep in touch from there,and you won't feel isolated and still UP TO DATE!!!!
K lar, last but not least... KEEP FIT k!!!!! is time to be the leng lui de!!!! thou you are now but can be more leng lui mer!!!! hehehhe
miss you oh..
LOVE YOU LOTS HERE... muacks...
Wish that you will get your prince charm soon!! sorry lar, cause if I wish you 健健康康， 万事顺利还是心想事成..will sound to old and that would be what mama they all wish de... so I will give you another!!!!
OR else I can introduce you dentist?? ahahha but I bet you have DR choices there...wakakkaka =P
I wish that you will have a great birthday celebrating with your friends there, don't be shy telling people is your birthday k, you can just tell them let's go for a dinner tonight.. Cause keep quiet and don't let people know will just keep yourself back to the small room celebrating with no one else. COME ON! is overseas!!! no one care whether you are having thick face or not!! just celebrate once a year!! NOT A BIG DEAL! I'm sure mama will be happy to see you having fun, she won't think bout what you spend too!! Is once a year!!! not like you have birthday every day!!!
Can't pui you this year just like how last two years were, but maybe this will be a POST bout you!!! LOL
should be proud lar...=P bluek
My beloved sis,is time to grow up, don't be home sick too much, find your own pal and open your heart to people around you, maybe you will find someone a day. Who knows right??
Don't worry bout turning 20 and still look the same, I'm sure your thought your soul your personalities have changed. Cheer up as you always do! *well, don't forget, we both famous for our happy go lucky character!*
Sometime studies might drive you crazy but chill and relax, you can always call me whenever you want cause I will get to skype with you anytime you want soon!!! Always be here for you sis!!!
Do feel great that you decide to have a facebook before you left UK, at least we can always keep in touch from there,and you won't feel isolated and still UP TO DATE!!!!
K lar, last but not least... KEEP FIT k!!!!! is time to be the leng lui de!!!! thou you are now but can be more leng lui mer!!!! hehehhe
miss you oh..
LOVE YOU LOTS HERE... muacks...
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
Story continues..
When we are not consider as a couple...
When we are still wonder who is the person beside...
Went out of town, joined me to Baling,Kedah , along the way we chat non stop like the saliva will continuous sufficiently flow out.
Just realise that I found someone that like to explore places,can do anything crazy whenever things cross my mind... maybe this why we met..
oops lazy to write de after did some housework...=S continue again later after skype skype with my beloved sis!!!....
Ps.. suddenly think of there's 10 more days left to get my IPHONE!!! *wink wink*
When we are still wonder who is the person beside...
Went out of town, joined me to Baling,Kedah , along the way we chat non stop like the saliva will continuous sufficiently flow out.
Just realise that I found someone that like to explore places,can do anything crazy whenever things cross my mind... maybe this why we met..
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| Driving out of town, enjoying all the stops on the way to Kedah, we laugh till premolar to premolar.. |
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| This is my first wallpaper in pc, taken with all the green. Not a couple YET! |
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| Trying to act cool in poster but failed to be, somehow the green shirt matched the beauty of nature, I love this feel.. |
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| when we laugh, when we smile, we are just the same, just because our eyes lined in straight |
Ps.. suddenly think of there's 10 more days left to get my IPHONE!!! *wink wink*
Test end, weekend starts!
Hmm, test ended!
Plan for my weekend now....
housework?
homework?
school- work
or just day-dream for two days??
To my dear homework,, I know I will be dead on sunday when there's so many of you chase me to draw you out into my record work! hate you guys! why have to be 32slides one shot? TOO MUCH!!!! pity my tiny little hand...=(
Second, dedicate to my housework... Gosh! a stack of clothes to be ironed, 3place in a house to be mopped, and change bed sheet!!!! oops...forgot, need to do some shopping in wet market... aiks, my saturday morning gone again!
Then,my school-work.. I want cny not you!!! why are you bugging my life to study you ??
Last but not least.... my dating-work.... *wink wink* not a work.... so DELETE IT FROM HERE....
Pak-tor have to put aside too, cause Mr.63 need to focus in study, and I need not to bug him now! should be guai guai stay at home *just wish that I will not turn on hyper mood drive to his house to find him lar*... do my stuff....=)
But I wonder what I plan will be really on plan?? *evil laugh*.. maybe bed is my evil partner...=)
ok time to cook now after back from jogging!!!!
Plan for my weekend now....
housework?
homework?
school- work
or just day-dream for two days??
To my dear homework,, I know I will be dead on sunday when there's so many of you chase me to draw you out into my record work! hate you guys! why have to be 32slides one shot? TOO MUCH!!!! pity my tiny little hand...=(
Second, dedicate to my housework... Gosh! a stack of clothes to be ironed, 3place in a house to be mopped, and change bed sheet!!!! oops...forgot, need to do some shopping in wet market... aiks, my saturday morning gone again!
Then,my school-work.. I want cny not you!!! why are you bugging my life to study you ??
Last but not least.... my dating-work.... *wink wink* not a work.... so DELETE IT FROM HERE....
Pak-tor have to put aside too, cause Mr.63 need to focus in study, and I need not to bug him now! should be guai guai stay at home *just wish that I will not turn on hyper mood drive to his house to find him lar*... do my stuff....=)
But I wonder what I plan will be really on plan?? *evil laugh*.. maybe bed is my evil partner...=)
ok time to cook now after back from jogging!!!!
Telling the story of...
I have no idea why I dare to upload pics in my blog which I never do before...
Is that mean I'm ready for everything now?
Is weird that I can do every single thing so easily according what my heart ask me to do right now..
Then why I can't do it last time?
Is that him who had change what I was to what I am now?
Or maybe in my deep heart know that this is the way I always want it??
How we met? how the story begin? all these questions aare what my friend will ask when they first saw my pics. It was a long story, how can I put them in words when there's so many things to tell?? =)
Maybe through pictures can link the story up..=)
I wonder how two similar characteristic people can walk together and chit chat bout everything... Isn't that boring when both of them know every single thought before someone speak?
The answer is NOT!!!
We share our thoughts and ideas, mostly gossiping.. LOL since I can't share with my batch mates when I have a nasty thought or feel like comment bout someone, so I found him to share with me. I don't care how he judge me when I have no barrier talking to him *aiks wonder is a good thing or not =P*, the only thing I concern is comfortable talking to him.
Looking back on what will I do when I'm in a relationship, I think blog bout all this just a NO-NO -NO for me... but why now?? I seriously don't know...Am I out of my mind?
ps..Joee I guess you know this fact on me pretty well right? =)
As a couple supposingly go out as often as they can, look for topic to chat, plan for every date, tie each other time table ass tight as possible.... BUT WE DON'T.
We don't need music in the car or radio to be on when we were in silent.We will never feel weird even both of us just leave mind to be blank and in few minutes later we can chat until the topics are endless...
We don't need to plan everything nicely in a date but we do crazy stop at place we think we want.
We can take pictures like no one there looking at how stupid we are,in fact we enjoy the crazy moment.
We can just stop at the roadside walking along the beach and get chase by police because ilegal parking.
We talk non stop until forget how many things were in our hand to finish up by the night we should ,and still keep chatting till sacrify our beauty sleep.
We buy the same snack,choose the same favor without knowing each other's favourite...
We can sit at the seaside, let the sea breeze blow, chat for hours enjoying the sky without stars.
We can go for drive thru just to eat ice-cream in the middle of night then straight back home.
We..........................
there's a lot of we...........
Let me continue after my test!!! hehehe
ps: I know every single thing just happen in super fast mode, but what I can do is treasure it without slowing it down purposely. This is because I believe nothing can make all this end, surprise will always be there being with you.
Is that mean I'm ready for everything now?
Is weird that I can do every single thing so easily according what my heart ask me to do right now..
Then why I can't do it last time?
Is that him who had change what I was to what I am now?
Or maybe in my deep heart know that this is the way I always want it??
How we met? how the story begin? all these questions aare what my friend will ask when they first saw my pics. It was a long story, how can I put them in words when there's so many things to tell?? =)
Maybe through pictures can link the story up..=)
I wonder how two similar characteristic people can walk together and chit chat bout everything... Isn't that boring when both of them know every single thought before someone speak?
The answer is NOT!!!
We share our thoughts and ideas, mostly gossiping.. LOL since I can't share with my batch mates when I have a nasty thought or feel like comment bout someone, so I found him to share with me. I don't care how he judge me when I have no barrier talking to him *aiks wonder is a good thing or not =P*, the only thing I concern is comfortable talking to him.
Looking back on what will I do when I'm in a relationship, I think blog bout all this just a NO-NO -NO for me... but why now?? I seriously don't know...Am I out of my mind?
ps..Joee I guess you know this fact on me pretty well right? =)
As a couple supposingly go out as often as they can, look for topic to chat, plan for every date, tie each other time table ass tight as possible.... BUT WE DON'T.
We don't need music in the car or radio to be on when we were in silent.We will never feel weird even both of us just leave mind to be blank and in few minutes later we can chat until the topics are endless...
We don't need to plan everything nicely in a date but we do crazy stop at place we think we want.
We can take pictures like no one there looking at how stupid we are,in fact we enjoy the crazy moment.
We can just stop at the roadside walking along the beach and get chase by police because ilegal parking.
We talk non stop until forget how many things were in our hand to finish up by the night we should ,and still keep chatting till sacrify our beauty sleep.
We buy the same snack,choose the same favor without knowing each other's favourite...
We can sit at the seaside, let the sea breeze blow, chat for hours enjoying the sky without stars.
We can go for drive thru just to eat ice-cream in the middle of night then straight back home.
We..........................
there's a lot of we...........
Let me continue after my test!!! hehehe
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| Taken when our first time doing work till late night 3.30am *I can't believe that I can stay up so late for the choosing of photos that need to be used in slide show for the masquerade ball..* |
ps: I know every single thing just happen in super fast mode, but what I can do is treasure it without slowing it down purposely. This is because I believe nothing can make all this end, surprise will always be there being with you.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Studying now
Tomorrow is just a unit test, but my kia-shu class always take it like a final test..
I bet tomorrow people will start comparing what time they sleep again*as usual*..
And I will again be the one who keep in silent mode. The less I talk the it better can be...
Suppose to be a day I will not meet Mr.63, suppose to be a day I study for full time..*lol sounded like I'm going to do that*... but all this suppose-to-do, never achieve...
My mind was totally blank during noon... maybe in the early morning there's too many of rat eating the brain cell and I stunt for few hours. Is not that I don't have mood to study, but I don't want to face the fact that I need to do so....=)
His appearance with a bottle of ribena do cheer me up!
*looks like I found out why I can leave my mind blank when I actually expecting for something but don't dare to think of...*
Aiks but on the other hand , the more he spend time with me the more I feel guilty cause I steal his precious time on studies...=(
should have start control my emotion, my feeling and can't be so naughty...=P
hmm but thinking of what a lazy one can do during holiday other than online and housework, the only thing is SLEEP!
In fact a short nap on my *pillow* is the only thing I enjoyed today.. =)
After all this holiday is not that bad right? atleast I blog a few in a day, talking crap, and day-dreaming...
LIM SING YING is just a lazy bug on the bed today!!!!
ok..back to my study now... wish can finish asap, then can blog some nonsense again....
I bet tomorrow people will start comparing what time they sleep again*as usual*..
And I will again be the one who keep in silent mode. The less I talk the it better can be...
Suppose to be a day I will not meet Mr.63, suppose to be a day I study for full time..*lol sounded like I'm going to do that*... but all this suppose-to-do, never achieve...
My mind was totally blank during noon... maybe in the early morning there's too many of rat eating the brain cell and I stunt for few hours. Is not that I don't have mood to study, but I don't want to face the fact that I need to do so....=)
His appearance with a bottle of ribena do cheer me up!
*looks like I found out why I can leave my mind blank when I actually expecting for something but don't dare to think of...*
Aiks but on the other hand , the more he spend time with me the more I feel guilty cause I steal his precious time on studies...=(
should have start control my emotion, my feeling and can't be so naughty...=P
hmm but thinking of what a lazy one can do during holiday other than online and housework, the only thing is SLEEP!
In fact a short nap on my *pillow* is the only thing I enjoyed today.. =)
After all this holiday is not that bad right? atleast I blog a few in a day, talking crap, and day-dreaming...
LIM SING YING is just a lazy bug on the bed today!!!!
ok..back to my study now... wish can finish asap, then can blog some nonsense again....
Bored...
when a person *that's me* get bored...
start to flip the book
start to eat infant food
start to view people's profile
start to look for nonsence video
start to clean my room
start to do think what can I do next
start to create weird weird name blog
start to plan where to go during cny
start to think what else I can add in my wardrobe
start to look for funny pictures
start to think what is all this to do with BLOGGING??
Ps... public holiday really suck when the next day is test....*oops being rude again..*
start to flip the book
start to eat infant food
start to view people's profile
start to look for nonsence video
start to clean my room
start to do think what can I do next
start to create weird weird name blog
start to plan where to go during cny
start to think what else I can add in my wardrobe
start to look for funny pictures
start to think what is all this to do with BLOGGING??
Ps... public holiday really suck when the next day is test....*oops being rude again..*
MISS all of them now!!!!
Coming back soo to meet all of you!!! I know we will get mad again every time we meet up!! but what to do...青春不留白。。
2011 lor...time for us to take another group picture so that can place it in album..see how far we have changed after so many years!!!
spare your time up and be ready to *puak kiao* again..... this time Hui Wem shouldn't be the one who win all the money lar!!! =P
My lovely girls, see ya soon k!!!
ps.. to my blue blue gang... our latest photos without Joee de leh.... waiting for her to be back this time..cause I'm not away anymore! that's why I posted all those old photos... and to my F6 gals, ah dui...make sure you guys are free lar...Hew Kuan ar, don't miss this time again please.... see all photos without you leh.... aiks... =P
2011 lor...time for us to take another group picture so that can place it in album..see how far we have changed after so many years!!!
spare your time up and be ready to *puak kiao* again..... this time Hui Wem shouldn't be the one who win all the money lar!!! =P
My lovely girls, see ya soon k!!!
ps.. to my blue blue gang... our latest photos without Joee de leh.... waiting for her to be back this time..cause I'm not away anymore! that's why I posted all those old photos... and to my F6 gals, ah dui...make sure you guys are free lar...Hew Kuan ar, don't miss this time again please.... see all photos without you leh.... aiks... =P
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| the olden days..... |
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| spoiler lar you wei jie.... is a girls snap k!!! =P |
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| maybe we should do another gathering!!! this time is not the old house but the new one? |
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| only pretty girls can be in pic!!! right peeps? |
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| 不舍得的场面 ^_^ |
Morning!
Good morning!! I'm still on bed but first thing pop out from my mind is...argh!!! a day I can't really enjoy...=(
hehhe blogging on the bed... feel so lazy and reluctant to wake up face the truth that I need to STUDY!!!!! aiks.... can't be so lazy ler....should wash my face take bath then start to study de... but all my mind is........some rat jumping around skipping here and there..... =)
Last night I tried my best not to chat with Mr.63...forced myself to bed.... Tried my best to make sure I won't say.... CAN YOU COME OVER?? MISSING YOU NOW...
Is 3am when I talk to him, he still pia-ing with his studies...It will be to selfish if asking him to drive to meet me that time though anything can be possible since having him right beside me *from the first day we meet*...
It was a long night for me, but that's the best way we should be to make sure both of us enough sleep and study place at the first place for now.
A short chit chat with Mr.63... holding my feeling without expressing out...OUCH, is so stupid!!!....
*Bee-pee....* He seems like can read my mind, message came in.....is him! A message that I will never forget the content, because he made my day...*shhh.....content will be a secret..bluek* But that make me even more sure that this is all the beginning of our story which won't be a fairy tale but everything will be HAPPILY EVER AFTER.... *blink blink*
Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one. Maybe this is what we are now...
The more impossible we can achieve the more miracle we are creating.
Let's put our feeling behind now and stay focus for a month for you to be ready in exam, anything can wait till that..
Time for me to have breakfast!! not brunch because brunch should only share with your other half is around..*lol this is TED MOSBY and his friends statement- from HOW I MET YOU MOTHER*..
GET UP GET UP!!!!Start a day with books!!! or maybe I can blog again when I totally can't study again!!!
ps : "You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet is like the first time you fall in love." *blink blink... =) * too much lar now .... I'm a weirdo...
hehhe blogging on the bed... feel so lazy and reluctant to wake up face the truth that I need to STUDY!!!!! aiks.... can't be so lazy ler....should wash my face take bath then start to study de... but all my mind is........some rat jumping around skipping here and there..... =)
Last night I tried my best not to chat with Mr.63...forced myself to bed.... Tried my best to make sure I won't say.... CAN YOU COME OVER?? MISSING YOU NOW...
Is 3am when I talk to him, he still pia-ing with his studies...It will be to selfish if asking him to drive to meet me that time though anything can be possible since having him right beside me *from the first day we meet*...
It was a long night for me, but that's the best way we should be to make sure both of us enough sleep and study place at the first place for now.
A short chit chat with Mr.63... holding my feeling without expressing out...OUCH, is so stupid!!!....
*Bee-pee....* He seems like can read my mind, message came in.....is him! A message that I will never forget the content, because he made my day...*shhh.....content will be a secret..bluek* But that make me even more sure that this is all the beginning of our story which won't be a fairy tale but everything will be HAPPILY EVER AFTER.... *blink blink*
Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one. Maybe this is what we are now...
The more impossible we can achieve the more miracle we are creating.
Let's put our feeling behind now and stay focus for a month for you to be ready in exam, anything can wait till that..
Time for me to have breakfast!! not brunch because brunch should only share with your other half is around..*lol this is TED MOSBY and his friends statement- from HOW I MET YOU MOTHER*..
GET UP GET UP!!!!Start a day with books!!! or maybe I can blog again when I totally can't study again!!!
ps : "You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet is like the first time you fall in love." *blink blink... =) * too much lar now .... I'm a weirdo...
Bits and pieces of craziness!
Can't sleep right now..... maybe this is something I can do after all... =)
em-hem.... sharing my joy..and hapiness!!!! definitely my CRAZINESS with him...
taken during a short walk when we have nothing else to do in the middle of the night....
maybe 2 owls... with chubby face will attract more people to pay and take picture with us....
Bells' palsy...If there's a day I have this..will you still want me?? ^^
taken during waiting for air plane.....sorry lar...too photogenic de!!! LOL.......luckily the shadow cover my big big face!!!
ps: er....guess I don't need to be perfect anymore, as long as we are perfectly match each other...lovely lovely!!!
*Relationship don't need promises, terms & condition. it only require two hearts & souls that would understand & trust one another..* quote from a friend...=)
em-hem.... sharing my joy..and hapiness!!!! definitely my CRAZINESS with him...
taken during a short walk when we have nothing else to do in the middle of the night....
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maybe 2 owls... with chubby face will attract more people to pay and take picture with us....
Bells' palsy...If there's a day I have this..will you still want me?? ^^
ps: er....guess I don't need to be perfect anymore, as long as we are perfectly match each other...lovely lovely!!!
*Relationship don't need promises, terms & condition. it only require two hearts & souls that would understand & trust one another..* quote from a friend...=)
The ugly truth...
missing him badly now...
used to be active in blogging...then stop blogging....
now he make me blog again....
don't know why.... what's the reason he can make me do so....
but I miss him right now....
we just meet up an hour ago from dinner till movie is almost 6hours..
but why isn't that enough?
can I stop being greedy??
sometimes missing someone do drive people crazy.... now I do understand... how it feels....
Isn't that funny? human beings are just too greedy, whatever they don't have it...they will try so hard to get it when is impossible....
maybe..... I should sleep now?
used to be active in blogging...then stop blogging....
now he make me blog again....
don't know why.... what's the reason he can make me do so....
but I miss him right now....
we just meet up an hour ago from dinner till movie is almost 6hours..
but why isn't that enough?
can I stop being greedy??
sometimes missing someone do drive people crazy.... now I do understand... how it feels....
Isn't that funny? human beings are just too greedy, whatever they don't have it...they will try so hard to get it when is impossible....
maybe..... I should sleep now?
After movie
Just got back home from movie GREAT DAY...
Two thumbs up!!! really like it. maybe for some people they think is just a normal malaysian movie but I think the meaning behind the stories do touch my heart.
Miss my grandparents now. =(
Recommend to all those youngster who always think that grandparents are useless and a burden for family!!!!
Activities after movie? NONE..... the night is still young, wish to lepak more *though a movie consider a bit over*... But right now, I'm back home facing my prostho book study and prepare for my unit test... Damn it, is pre-holiday night and pc and books will be my priority choice.
小姐，乖乖去读书吧。。
yup, if not tears will be my best friend during exam....
How nice if there's no exam for all course,
How nice if there's a machine plug in and test our brain how well we learned...
How nice if I can just sleep and knowledge will be gain more when i sleep more
How nice if I can control the time to tick and dock!!!
ps: jia you lar ..... time to pia de... hope that after finals there's more for us to explore.=)
Two thumbs up!!! really like it. maybe for some people they think is just a normal malaysian movie but I think the meaning behind the stories do touch my heart.
Miss my grandparents now. =(
Recommend to all those youngster who always think that grandparents are useless and a burden for family!!!!
Activities after movie? NONE..... the night is still young, wish to lepak more *though a movie consider a bit over*... But right now, I'm back home facing my prostho book study and prepare for my unit test... Damn it, is pre-holiday night and pc and books will be my priority choice.
小姐，乖乖去读书吧。。
yup, if not tears will be my best friend during exam....
How nice if there's no exam for all course,
How nice if there's a machine plug in and test our brain how well we learned...
How nice if I can just sleep and knowledge will be gain more when i sleep more
How nice if I can control the time to tick and dock!!!
ps: jia you lar ..... time to pia de... hope that after finals there's more for us to explore.=)
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Lepak-ing...
well...maybe is time to sstudy right now when there's a person right infront of you is sitting for finals and you still online distracting others...
But this make me even more wish to online and BLOG!!!!
Tomorrow is another public holiday, during uni hours, what student hope is always a holiday!!! neither DO I!!!!
But I hve no plan for a *SUPPOSING-LY RELAXING HOLIDAY*!!!! exam is around corner, and I should have start my revision by now *which I never do...* Study mood is away from me and I'm trying to chase it back.Luckily someone and something here do motivate me indirectly when there's no PC and no.63's final is SOON!!!!
Is been 3months knowing him right now, time fly. though is stil 24hours a day, 3600sec an hour..... earth stil spin in his own path,and I'm enjoying what I have now.
Is weird when I can find someone sharing the same characteristic as me, share the same choice of snacks and think alike.... I'm not sure whether this is what we call as FATE or maybe this is the right moment to drop into the river of love... But I've made the decision, so have to bare with it whether is good or bad.
People around me keep telling me that is TOO FAST, but I can't help it! maybe that's me again....always go with my feeling do something crazy that I wish I will never ever regret....
ps: he is now studying in front of me..though he is busy but with this little time that he spend with me, is more than enough.sometimes do feel guilty cause he nned to prepare for exam and still have to spare his time out..aiks....but what can I do when I do miss him too!!!..=) hope all this sweet feeling will remain forever!!!
But this make me even more wish to online and BLOG!!!!
Tomorrow is another public holiday, during uni hours, what student hope is always a holiday!!! neither DO I!!!!
But I hve no plan for a *SUPPOSING-LY RELAXING HOLIDAY*!!!! exam is around corner, and I should have start my revision by now *which I never do...* Study mood is away from me and I'm trying to chase it back.Luckily someone and something here do motivate me indirectly when there's no PC and no.63's final is SOON!!!!
Is been 3months knowing him right now, time fly. though is stil 24hours a day, 3600sec an hour..... earth stil spin in his own path,and I'm enjoying what I have now.
Is weird when I can find someone sharing the same characteristic as me, share the same choice of snacks and think alike.... I'm not sure whether this is what we call as FATE or maybe this is the right moment to drop into the river of love... But I've made the decision, so have to bare with it whether is good or bad.
People around me keep telling me that is TOO FAST, but I can't help it! maybe that's me again....always go with my feeling do something crazy that I wish I will never ever regret....
ps: he is now studying in front of me..though he is busy but with this little time that he spend with me, is more than enough.sometimes do feel guilty cause he nned to prepare for exam and still have to spare his time out..aiks....but what can I do when I do miss him too!!!..=) hope all this sweet feeling will remain forever!!!
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
A BRAND NEW YEAR...
Without my pc...there's no chance for me to online...
no online mean no update of blog....
2010.....another year that past with a blink! but nothing beat this year end...
I've totally enjoyed every single day and single moment. Maybe most of my friends around will doubt what I'm saying since I broke up with him. But, I totally not regret it!!! cause I have a better life now with spice, sugar, salt, etc......
Is cruel to say that...I KNOW!!! IS MY BLOG.....and I'm feeling this way right now too!!!!
Everything happened in this two months, I don't even have a chance to stop myself taking a deep breath only continue all my days in the end of 2010.... Perhaps.... this is what I wish for a long time....a tale, a story?
I found a new reason to be in my college for everyday right now.... and I think is good to be this way too... enjoy the thrill, blur face, fishing in the class, ignoring lecture class , reading magazine while lecturer teaching.... and the most important thing is dropping a mail into locker no.63. =)
lazy.... to write de...will continue after celebrating Sivam's birthday.... argh...
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