I'm a girl

sometimes I do wonder why I can't act like others girl..
pretending how they pretend
act like how they act
or maybe I'm the one who have problem?

all this never been my problem, never been in my mind because in my group of friends, I play till the top, chat the most and we enjoyed each other stories

I know as a posting mates, as a classmate, as a friend I can share all my feeling and my thought with you all.
But all this are not what I want to do.
Please don't put any hesitation on my doubt on not telling you guys bout my life. my private life indeed?
I don't need to share all my things bout Mr.63 with you all because I think that is not necessary.
I wish to have a pure friendship and chit chat bout other stuff excluding bf..
Being care is what friends should do, but I will share when I will.. or when I want.

Sometimes people in uni tend to say that I'm serious all the while.
hmm this make me think alot...
thinking bout...

      Is that because I do work fast?
      I stay at home more?
      I didn't go clubbing and drink?
      I don't go shopping every weekend?
      I don't sleep till noon?
      I look serious when come to studies?
      I tend to stress up or being quiet during exam preparation?
      I always do notes?
      I dare to ask teacher when I have doubt?

haizs...... are these known as serious?
do they really know me well?
do they really know how I behave among friend?
we are just uni friends, mingle around for a few hours a day doesn't seems to be a great reason to do a judgement....

Just wish that I can learn to bare with all these... somehow I'm lucky enough to have sze yiing as my uni best best friend... though she is not staying with me but I know all these will never affect us. =)