Is just a maybe

maybe I'm too used to be friendly
maybe I'm too used to be the one who start a topic
maybe I'm too used to be the real me
maybe I'm too used to be the one who people like to talk to

BUT right now...
I'm not..... is not what I think it is anymore....
sometimes things in life never happen like what we want or what we wish.
Stepping into this UNI life make me feel like I really like to isolate myself from my classmates...
I hate those gossiping...
I hate those chatting bout branded stuff and place to shop...
I hate talking bout where-else to get expensive food...

Studying in this private uni will mingle with all kinds of rich people. Most of the kids are pampered ..apparently I am out of the group.
I'm not even in the group who like to gossip bout drama queen too, though she treat me bad... what goes around comes around. maybe I do talk bout her, but definitely not to my classmates...because she will be my friend for 3years more that I can't change the fact of it! so I rather talk to my family member ,my besties or MR.63.
and expensive food doesn't seems to be good all the time, why not trying thins like in hawker stall which is cheaper and delicious... have you ever try it ???

Talking bout trip? ridiculous! I just hate planning trip in my class! that was just like riding a roller coaster. It affect my mood when those who asked me to plan and not joining it last minute. How can I plan a trip which can spend less and can good accommodation and transport or even good food...DREAM ON people... You guys rather spend money on buying things then paying a little money on the trip. When you know that is a TRIP--- holiday trip for sure... it 100% that you will spend. But spending it wisely or not is all on your hand too. Found the most cheapest hotel that consider with a good condition can still rate as not worth it by them, isn't that funny??


Maybe I should be a guy! may be that's what I need to be... I hate travel with girls... I just can't accept that travel need to place shopping for the first choice. Isn't that suppose to be sight seeing be the most important event??  I hate listen to them listing things that cost too much in a trip.. If you can spend on buying things, why not spare some on where you should stay or what to eat.
Maybe I'm used to travel with a backpacker thought..What I need is food,scenery and memory...

sorry people, I'm sick of helping you all to plan things. I'm sick of being tolerate with girls...I can never think like them, and I can never be myself . Faking smile is just not me. sorry people...

I might not be the girl you will like or want me to be , I rather choose to be the girl I want to be.

Pretending nothing happen .... choose to mingle with guys just  make girls gossip more... what should I do?? can't you girls leave me alone??

Don't give me stupid reason when I know you are trying to say no... is better for you to tell me directly...

IPHONE fever

Having a new Iphone make me even more ditracted from study!!!! help me!!!!!!
But I realise that having it just make me spend more time on it and do nothing bout my own stuff!!!! have to stop this habit!!!!

A part from this, I'm actually enjoying every apps in Iphone.. Chatting and sending message are just FREE!!!! now I can really tell my mum that changing into Iphone plan just make me save more money!!! LOL...=P

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*blink* *blink*.......... 

time fly!!! two months de!!! well nothing great bout it unless is 2 years!!! well just wish that we can make it through!!!! I believe so!!! 

how come my brain can't work suddenly!!!! don't know what to write de??? haizs.... need to sleep now!!! brain need to rest.... =(

沙滩

与他走在沙滩上

吹着暖暖的海风

打在脸上的海水

脑海一片的空白

忘了所有的烦恼

沙滩堆了图片与字

我们无视旁人走着

忘了时间快速流逝

牵着手慢慢地走着

轻轻的吻贴在脸上

甜蜜写下永远回忆

蓝蓝的云层堆如图片

脚指头与沙粒摩擦着

手指中的空间被填满

被幸福的味道围绕着

我们的未来等着寻找

虽然只是一个普通的海景.....

我还是喜欢与你走在沙滩....

When we were bored..

STORY STARTS NOW...

er?? any body home??

hmm.....maybe there?

or here????

OK !!! no one!!!!PACK now!!!

oopsy!!! bra is exposed!!!

really need to go now!!!!

FASTER !!!

oops got stuck!!!!!

aiya...door too small!!!!

ok...finally.....BYE BYE....

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Director - Mr.63

Production Director - Mr.63

Production Assistant - me

Props - anything in the room

Location - my room in butterworth

Make up & hair - natural is beauty!!

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now....my turn...but isn't a complete story because I need to catch my plane back to KL!

ok...there you go!

what is that?? ok ..ready now??

chik-chak!!!

CHAO!!!! back to my hometown!!!

hoorey...don't peek lar....

smile....!!!my lovely lovely bao bei in my bag.....

bye bye...

dump dump....not acting that time..sorry...cause was more into thinking what I need to bring back home..sorry!!! will make the story perfect next time!!!!! pai sei yo!!!!

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Thanks for the funny moment!!! Mr.63...I really had a lot of fun since the day our tale started!!!! =) HUGS...

* LOVES is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning *   ♥

A bitch I would call her as?

all this is just on FB... and I was shock when Quan senn told me bout it...
The only think I will do is maintain silent...
They are not worth for me to be angry about or even talk bout it. somehow a bunch of idiots that I never really spoke to in class. WELL atleast I'm not like other girls who will pretend to smile in front of you then stab back you when turn around...

what goes around come around... PEOPLE when you start commenting bout me..you are thinking you are so GREAT too and but seriously...when you said I act smart and is a dumb-ass... I WOULD SAY!!!! OH YAR? maybe you should really see how you perform in class and I did...if I can...I will be continue another year of top scorer again!!! so you better wish that I won't be slack even a sec! 


let see what they wrote.... 

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this is the status HARATHI posted

Some people wana be so freaking GREAT!!
But guess wat dum ass, all the glory is one day history..
After 5 years it's history..!!!

continue with those comments as below!

Erin- u mean the but..but.. butttttttt...lol

William Tai- Yup this kind of people will never get what they want in the future

Channel - can do whtever just to achieve aims without caring bout others.. very happy meh like tht??

Erin- SELFISH!!!! that's juz who u r.. n dun show us ur retarded smile coz somebody's goina get hurt real soon...

Jaspreet - Damn, i totalllly agreee .they act smart.but actually very dumb.AT the end of the day, they make fools of themselves.They think they can rule the world and get what they want, selfish ppl.For god sake, that person really needs to get a life!!!LOL.rig

Michelle - get a life..... people who is selfish will never get a true success in life =) gurl, dun waste ur saliva him/her..... coz they ain't worth it.

Channel - wana be greaT.. feel grEAt.. show the world how Great u r is not a problem...watch the attitude lor...

Michelle -  what's comes around goes around!!!!!!

Erin - d poor little guy is juz goina regret soon!!!!

Harathi - people who r selfish should just SELL FISH!!!!!! hahahahahaha go sell fish la u!!!

Jaspreet - Very soon.god will do everything.:)

Channel - how can 2 diff species ... tgt... the world is changing~~ :(... it will produce more mutated outcome @@

Harathi - erin: lol retarded smile!! i like that...damn retarded wei!! like some cacat biribiri smile...so big teeth samore!!chanelle: mutated sheeps!!

Erin- Chanel: yea, damn weird!!!! jas n mich : totally!!! rt: but that person doesnt wanna sell fish..she wanna eat fish with us..lol

Jaspreet  - hahahahaahaha.......yeah there will be some choromosomal defect somewhere, or alteration of gene.why spoiling the good one.they shud remain with their own species and not desperately want others as they are not wanted!!!!haha..LOLx

Michelle -  when the guy found a better one then dump it la.....coz he knows that time he is too desperate and eager for a relationship =(

Harathi - 
mary was a little lamb...little lamb...little lamb
mary was a little lamb...she looked like an albino...
and evrywhere that mary went...mary went..
the other dum pigs were sure to follow...!!
(modified mary had a little lamb) =D

Channel -
rt: u r so creative ..talented... r u gifted? aww...LOL

Jaspreet - hahahah!!!!!!!!somemore??


Harathi -chanelle: yes i am...with awesome rhyming powers!! lol but but buttttttt, i dont wish to b the greatest...like some sell-fish ppl~!!weeheehhee..

Channel -  
ooO.. nvr downgrade to become like the but but butttt.. never.. anti open mouth too kayz... air very polluted these days.. haaha

Harathi - 
modifed chanelle's comment: ehem ehem *clears throat* but but buutttt..... yes there's tomorrow...draw your oral pat 4 now...to the break of dawn...yeah!! heeheehee
but but butttt,...u noe what's the best part...."it" thinks that everyone likes "it"...lolzy!

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end of posting now...

whether I'm such a down grade person or not, I don't need you to judge me so..
whether the poor little guy will regret or not, only me and him will know is non of your business...
whether he will realise whether he choosed me cause is deperate or not, you guys have no right to say bout it..
whether I'm the bad species and he is the good one... saying that we both different species can mutated thing etc.. whatever! atleast I'm the LIM SING YING that truely me and I don't fake in front of people..

now I found out why from 1st year I don't even talk to you guys till now, finally I found out ! well thanks to you, I wish you guys enjoy the chat...I don't care the shit out of it!!!!

极乐寺

Friday night ~ my day out night..a random outing that we didn't planned at all and decided to go there have a look after Mr.63's friend called up! well, I was totally impressed!!!! never knew that this place decorated so nice during cny though I'm a half penang-ians..

Busy taking all pics without DSLR *aiks really wish to own one! *...

There were so many nice view with so many tang lung.. All the deco make the whole temple become so grand and so beautiful.

Wish that next year I can come back with a DSLR...and of course with Mr.63 beside me!!!

Pictures expressing my soul!

Thanks to a nice guy that help us out to take such a nice angle photo!

美女要配美花.. ^^

wonder why there's a guy become our background...

大家点灯了。。

I totally fall in love with all the scenery there!!!

ooooo.............leng lui and leng zhai...=)

PS : 不管我们到哪，照相机跟到那。。拍下了种种的回忆，说着我们的故事。。。 =）

幸福的女人

我有多幸福...

Valentine's day ~ a day supposed to be celebrate it together with your love ones..
But....the truth is everyday is Valentine's day as long as sharing and happily being with the loves one...

Midnight just past 14.2.2011, I was still busy studying my oral path *the next day was my exam*, struggling my mood to sit still and study. Actually from 11.30pm I've been busy looking at the clock so that I won't miss the time to send Mr.63 sms..Wish him Happy Valentine's Day since I can't drive to his house when I've promise myself have to guai guai study at home....

After message have been sent, hp rang!!!! Is him!!!!
He was just down stair outside my house with ice-cream!!!!
Really really happy that he came!!!!really really happy that he made it!!!

A small move did melt the heart!

The next day, we went Jusco to get some cooking ingredient and started preparing out valentine's dinner.
It was fun and ENJOY!!! cooking together just make the whole day even more special!
Let's see what photos we took!

MR RAT and Ms.OWL posing!!!!

Mr. 63 cooking oh!!! marinated lamb chop!! yummy yummy!

Incredible job!!! cooking on move!

aiya I should act better!!!

yummy yummy right? really thumbs up oh!!! a credited to HIM

busy cutting for me..... cause I'm too lazy!!! and is more fun to eat like that!!!

break after dinner, see the small eyes....EQUALLY BIG!

PS... thank you for everything you've did. Had a great valentine's day. It was something simple yet so special for me. ♥ everyday should have wish you that so I get to sit and wait for food lor....bluek

我们来做个约定，累了也不分手。。 （贴）♥

如果我总缠着你、
请不要说我不乖、
请不要对我生气、

因为我真的很珍惜和你的每分每秒。
 
哪怕明明相隔两地、
哪怕只是在电话中相聚、
因为在乎每一次小小意义上的分离。

 如果我不会总缠着你，
请不要以为我舍得和你说再见了。
你不懂我那一瞬间的失落，
是多么想伸出手去抓住 你。

 你要明白正是为了爱，
才悄悄的收起对你的依赖
也许有一天我们都会埋怨，
也许有一天我们都会犯错，
也许有一天我们都会忽视今天的诺言，
也许有一天我们也会吵架……

我们来做个约定好吗？

约好即使吵架也不可以不接听彼此的电话，

约好即使吵架也不可以不好好照顾自己，

约好即使吵架也不可以轻易说分手，

约好即使吵架也不可以伤害自己，

约好即使吵架也不可以错过了……

 约好，吵架的时候告诉自己：

错误是 短暂的，错过却是永远遗憾的……

爱情，有时候很脆弱，
脆弱到容不下一点点沙。

爱情，有时候很顽强，
顽强到什么也分不开相爱的人。

 如果 有一天，我们不再任性的不理会一切；
如果有一天，我们不再要求时时都粘在一起；
如果有一天，我们不再傻傻的看着对方微笑；
如果有一天，我们不 再不理会柴米油盐；
如果有一天，我们不再是任性的两个小孩；
如果有一天，我们习惯了彼此埋怨……

请不要说“分手吧，祝你快乐！”


因为这一天更应该说 “我们结婚吧，让我照顾你一辈子”… 

ps 虽然这是转贴的，不过很有感觉哦。。。  情人节刚过，希望每对情侣都会珍惜对方咯。。
     这样的约定够吗？^_^

~♥~ 最后一句太夸了...不过有一段很像我们哦。。

拜天公

supposed to be at home, having fun right now...but I stuck with my laptop and books
supposed to be noisy throughout the whole night for "hokkien lang" .. but I'm home alone throughout the night.
supposed to be fire crackers around, but  is so quiet now...
supposed to be a big appetite for today since is the 8th day, but I don't know what should I get to stuck in my stomach...

haizs....wish that I'm in KL now...at least I can enjoy in my grandma's house!!!!

ok...stop complaining....back to books...!

TO my dear books, please help me out tomorrow...I love you all so much so have to help me more tomorrow ya!!!!

morning!

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched, but are felt in the heart."

A very normal morning with all my mind thinking bout MR.63....=)

BORED

I'm so bored right now!!!! Stuck with my mid term exam that I don't even know where to read from or where to start!!! Felt so stupid right now !!! ARGHHHHHHH....how can what I studied just forget so easily!!! I've been facing the books for so long and still going slow!!! Can I get back all my study mood now?? can I ? Is so sienz study without the right mood... haizs...

can't do anything other then study!!!! isn't that dumb??

playing with D90

Not a success but will try again next time when I'm back to KL!!!!

OWL and RAT...

omg!!!! my cousin just saw this pic ..he is just 5 and telling me that my owl is a BAT!!!!! sob sob!!!!
Mr.63 said it is a cat... and Ze Ren said is a rat...aiyoyo.....

trying spree!~!

 Went for a short shopping at AURORA *online shopping that located in damansara* It was just a short trip that I made it so suddenly and that was after ashort tea break with Yoon Sin.
All this were on 30.1.11.. Trying on clothes that not so nice..but under considerate to get it..*at the end I get nothing*
 Is not what I thought or what I see online. ISnt even nice I think compare to the web page I viewed. Luckily didn't get it online!!! Trying on is so much fun!!!!

LOOK at my sis!!! in adult dress!!!

er? nice or not?? 

Then, proceed with gathering with my old skul mates who all study in SRJK(C) BALAKONG!!! The only person that I know from them is HAO... luckily he started to introduce some of them... OK let see how much they all changed!!!!

FAT..THIN....TALL....PRETTY..... all of them were so different now!!!!!

The look I miss...

Another funny look!!!!! MISS rat lots....

PS: more pics coming up on cny blog!!!

ME... and just ME

 I know I'm too much, but I just feel bored so start taking pics!
 Is CNY, pretty busy when there's a lot of relatives came but when there's not, I will keep my mouth busy talking chatting with my cousins. After 2years!!! we finally start crap again!!!!!
with DSLR and my favourite canon on my hand, snapping more pics become a part time job!!! 
A CNY that I missed it for 2 years, and now I'm gaining all it back =)

Argh suppose to wear dress this year but that dress is GREY in colour, this cause me too much of problem when I need to face my grandma! haizs... so final decision, GET A NEW RED SHIRT... just wear it!!! though I PERSONALLY THINK IS NOT SO NICE LOR..... haizs.....
Buying red shirt is so hard!! I can't even stand those sparkling pink and red lke pink panter.. I wonder how can others stand it!!! Am I too old to think so?? ahahahha


This new year made a lot of different on the perspective judging my relatives. Is not something I wish to judge them but sometimes they are a bit too much.. =S
Well is chinese new year, so I should just keep my mouth shut!!!! =) zip zip!

祝大家万事如意，心想事成，开开心心！！！

need to pray at midnight12 so we all ready in pyjamas ... sexy sexy!!! =P

my heel!!! pretty huh??

ooooo...OOOO.... just me lor...

Mr.63

Missing him right now..
Few days didn't meet him *having mid-term holiday*, and I DO MISS HIM... LOTS LOTS....

Though is CNY, but is time for us to enjoy till the top with family members. =)
Atleast we had our most enjoyable moment right now...

This CNY did make a different because I finally told my parent that we coupled up!
Telling them before 迎新年，拜拜.. just make me feel like is more memorable!!!
LOL maybe just a small matter, but I think is just the right time to tell.

In this relationship, the starting was unexpected! but I HOPE THERE'S NEVER AN ENDING ! 保庇！！！

PS. Let's play till the top oh! Hope in future we can celebrate together lor!

looking odd huh?? LOL the jellyfish look!!! ahahhaha I just can't stop laughing!!!