思念

有时真的不能不想他，
今天在三楼的课室温习，想起了他去吃午餐时还买了果冻甜点，
忙着读书的我看到冷冷的果冻，心情一点都不紧张了，考试前的抱抱，
是我最需要的。。也没了。
好想他

is me

sometime...when you love someone too deep....nothing can really heal the wound...
the only way to release out the feeling..just crying......feelings are beyond those that can be controlled....
I tried my best to hold on my tears...but it flows like water tap.....
I know is harsh on you..but I really wish you could be here understanding me more...

寂寞

不是寂寞而想你，是想你而寂寞。

Lonely

I felt extra lonely without him....
T.T really miss him lots now ......

Love

A new chapter of life

Meeting rat always a happy and joyful thin for me... I felt so lucky to have him... He is not only my best friend but my best lover...
Never once I felt so glad to meet someone till I met him...
Today we are gonna start a new way of life by maintaining our long distance relationship... I used to be worry bout all this but he always reassure me with his confident,holding my hand and said... Never worry because I will always be beside you and never get scared because I will be there for you... Every guy would say that but in his eyes... You know is all true... A guy who never really mention I love you doesn't mean they don't love you at all... Because I know he is the one who always love me and worry bout everything for me... When he is around he will be just right there finish up tons of work that you need to do before i say it.. He will settle those little little small things that I will only realize I should have done earlier...
We care bout each other..we always try to sacrify and do more for each other. I love the moment when he gaves me his pillow to sleep and he slept at te corner of it.
I love the moment he gaves me all my favourite scallope and he eat the remaining.... I love that he will always dry my hair no matter how tired he was......

Lying on his chest , listen to his heart beat.... I feel the real him..... Wishing that the pumping heart is beat for me everytime he breath....

I am who I am infront of him..... Never need to fake the childish attitude and let him take care of me when I'm away from home....
My sis said that we are like an old couple though this is just one year plus.... But I know I found the right guy who I wish to walk together on the isle...he is the only one who I can think of to share my joy , my ups and down....
Thanks for pouring love on me since the day the 'you' and ' I ' become as 'we'.