情人节

说不出的失望
只能以天天他已很疼我而开心
这也是一种幸福
因为天天都是情人节

Only you

On my way back to kl....
My mind keeps think bout him....
I never knew I'm so dependent on him for every single thing...
Saw a couple who sat infront of me... Just remind me of him more and more....
Today was the last day of his uni life... And when he gonna be back again to college would be his big day for exam.... Uni is the place we met.... We chat.... We have all the stories there.... Every single beat of the music of us played there....
The owl and rat's story not gonna end like this..... And I know it would play even further far than I expect it is...
I love all the scene that you kiss and hug me in uni... Cause it is always the best support you gave me when I need you.... You are always there for me and standby to help me...
I guess never before there's anyone who can step into my life so easily and affect me that much....
Is pretty hard to explain I feel bout you.... Cause is never been so easily describe with just a *LOVE* word...you are my best best friend,my best listener,my best buddy... And definitely my best boyfriend !

时间

我没事，
自己也不知是真的没事还是想再撑下去

就算是那一分一秒，我真的不想离开
曾经我是那么的不粘人，不过每当想起在多两个月又要背起远距离的恐惧时，我怕的事更本平衡不了我的胆量与信心，那叫我如何去选择一人独行啊？
一次有一次的分离，都经不起远距离的考验，教我现在如何能不坐立不安呢。
两个月是多么的短暂，却什么都不能做。
心中的不安，谁来扶持，谁来安慰呢
大家都在看好戏，短暂的恋爱撑得起考验吗？

就算相信你，又会如何呢？

我也不知为何眼泪不停地流，希望明天会更好吧！

晚安

I seriously don't know what should I do when I really really miss him!!!!!!!!!!
I just hate all the feelings now!!!!!
Maybe I should get an early sleep!

Titleless

Contentless....

I just need to get used to this... THIS and THESE.....

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my weekends

spending time with him is always too little even we've been sticking around for more than 24hours...

Is been 378 days.... we might not have celebrate it as grand as people usually do for first anniversary but I had the best moment with him throughout the whole Christmas , anniversary and new year!

what is so special?
well..nothing...but we are not celebrating it alone but in double with someone else!
at least I'm not crying for all those important days like I used to be last time... I celebrated with all the laughter throughout the whole night... Not alone, No crying, No arguement.....

Though everything looks just a simple day, but I'm glad he is beside me for all these days.
A gift sent through poslaju made my day...is not bout the superb present he gave me but the whole plan.....
Really jumping for joy when the postman reached and I know the present is for me .......
*I will like just jump to him give him a koala bear hug*

Christmas with Evan ...three of us...drank some wine and chit chat..... something different but warm.... love it... Never need a super romantic ones..cause you are the world...

Spent the new year's eve with your family and friends in seremban become a new experience and another story that we both created..Meeting them is the best thing to end this 2011.... we had a good start and I totally enjoyed every single sec till 2011 clocked into 2012....... this is something I never expected which will ever happen....

Dear rat,

Loving you more and more everyday..... being now and forever isn't gonna be easy all the way but i know we can make it to the end...
thanks for bringing me home this new year'eve. I might not be the first but I hope to be the last.. It was the great night ever for now...meeting your friends, knowing them more and especially yours beloved family... thanks for letting me to be a part of all these....this might be hard to explain or even express... But what your mum did ......really sur prise me and frankly telling you....this really make mebe more confident now.... thanks rat.....*see...i wanna write more but you ask me to go for nap...hmph!*

sincerely from owl...

This

Is hard to breath when the heart is bleeding....
I duno what to do....
I can really feel that is strip away inside out.... Is hard to control all the feeling running through my sole and mind....

I wish I could learn how to tolerate more