This

Is hard to breath when the heart is bleeding....
I duno what to do....
I can really feel that is strip away inside out.... Is hard to control all the feeling running through my sole and mind....

I wish I could learn how to tolerate more

我不知这是什么
更不知自己到底有多重要
晚安给不了解你的我

Happy first year anniversary

Love you !!! And again
I LOVE YOU more and more!!!!

Though you never say but I know you definitely DO!

期待

因为期待才会有失望
我习惯了失望的感觉
从以前到现在
情侣的大日子
往往是我以泪洗脸的晚上
这一次的我不敢再去想象
更不敢去要求
得不到的失望比任何时候都来得伤心
我要的，只是平凡的幸福

someone

is been a long while you never check this blog....
I guess so.....but am I right?

is been a long while I never post a blog which is long...

I guess time passed too fast til I can't control it

is been a long while that you never know bout...all the changes
I guess is me who keep you away from your friends indirectly...

sorry... I'm not your friend's gf... not even your classmates ...that could just mingle so easily with all your batchmates.....like others do.... I tried my best to do it....but in a big group...I still feel awkward at the end...cause you need to take care of me and can't be the real you in front of them... sorry that I kept all your freedom away when I join your friends...so sorry...  sorry that I can't be that perfect...

I know you have tried your best to fullfill both ways...neither your friends nor me....
this you have done well...you show me your best and be there for me all the time....

 but I think .... is time for me not to keep you with me all the time.....and should set you free..... sorry..... 

I don't mind to join you and friends...but I hate to see you can't enjoy much when I'm there.... sorry...

loving you...

the only night ~ red carpet affair

YOU AND ME.....

Sometimes

Sometimes I should learn how to let go... Let go the feeling of people taking credit for nothing much they done.... Haizszzzz