Lonely

I felt extra lonely without him....
T.T really miss him lots now ......

Love

A new chapter of life

Meeting rat always a happy and joyful thin for me... I felt so lucky to have him... He is not only my best friend but my best lover...
Never once I felt so glad to meet someone till I met him...
Today we are gonna start a new way of life by maintaining our long distance relationship... I used to be worry bout all this but he always reassure me with his confident,holding my hand and said... Never worry because I will always be beside you and never get scared because I will be there for you... Every guy would say that but in his eyes... You know is all true... A guy who never really mention I love you doesn't mean they don't love you at all... Because I know he is the one who always love me and worry bout everything for me... When he is around he will be just right there finish up tons of work that you need to do before i say it.. He will settle those little little small things that I will only realize I should have done earlier...
We care bout each other..we always try to sacrify and do more for each other. I love the moment when he gaves me his pillow to sleep and he slept at te corner of it.
I love the moment he gaves me all my favourite scallope and he eat the remaining.... I love that he will always dry my hair no matter how tired he was......

Lying on his chest , listen to his heart beat.... I feel the real him..... Wishing that the pumping heart is beat for me everytime he breath....

I am who I am infront of him..... Never need to fake the childish attitude and let him take care of me when I'm away from home....
My sis said that we are like an old couple though this is just one year plus.... But I know I found the right guy who I wish to walk together on the isle...he is the only one who I can think of to share my joy , my ups and down....
Thanks for pouring love on me since the day the 'you' and ' I ' become as 'we'.

剩下

每当我在一直想要如何善用剩下的几天来陪你，你却在一直想着去玩
你留下并不是为了我，这只是借口。
也是用来安抚我的甜言蜜语。
其实我早就应该接受这事实。。
好累

情人节

说不出的失望
只能以天天他已很疼我而开心
这也是一种幸福
因为天天都是情人节

Only you

On my way back to kl....
My mind keeps think bout him....
I never knew I'm so dependent on him for every single thing...
Saw a couple who sat infront of me... Just remind me of him more and more....
Today was the last day of his uni life... And when he gonna be back again to college would be his big day for exam.... Uni is the place we met.... We chat.... We have all the stories there.... Every single beat of the music of us played there....
The owl and rat's story not gonna end like this..... And I know it would play even further far than I expect it is...
I love all the scene that you kiss and hug me in uni... Cause it is always the best support you gave me when I need you.... You are always there for me and standby to help me...
I guess never before there's anyone who can step into my life so easily and affect me that much....
Is pretty hard to explain I feel bout you.... Cause is never been so easily describe with just a *LOVE* word...you are my best best friend,my best listener,my best buddy... And definitely my best boyfriend !

时间

我没事，
自己也不知是真的没事还是想再撑下去

就算是那一分一秒，我真的不想离开
曾经我是那么的不粘人，不过每当想起在多两个月又要背起远距离的恐惧时，我怕的事更本平衡不了我的胆量与信心，那叫我如何去选择一人独行啊？
一次有一次的分离，都经不起远距离的考验，教我现在如何能不坐立不安呢。
两个月是多么的短暂，却什么都不能做。
心中的不安，谁来扶持，谁来安慰呢
大家都在看好戏，短暂的恋爱撑得起考验吗？

就算相信你，又会如何呢？

我也不知为何眼泪不停地流，希望明天会更好吧！

晚安

I seriously don't know what should I do when I really really miss him!!!!!!!!!!
I just hate all the feelings now!!!!!
Maybe I should get an early sleep!