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I just need to get used to this... THIS and THESE.....

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my weekends

spending time with him is always too little even we've been sticking around for more than 24hours...

Is been 378 days.... we might not have celebrate it as grand as people usually do for first anniversary but I had the best moment with him throughout the whole Christmas , anniversary and new year!

what is so special?
well..nothing...but we are not celebrating it alone but in double with someone else!
at least I'm not crying for all those important days like I used to be last time... I celebrated with all the laughter throughout the whole night... Not alone, No crying, No arguement.....

Though everything looks just a simple day, but I'm glad he is beside me for all these days.
A gift sent through poslaju made my day...is not bout the superb present he gave me but the whole plan.....
Really jumping for joy when the postman reached and I know the present is for me .......
*I will like just jump to him give him a koala bear hug*

Christmas with Evan ...three of us...drank some wine and chit chat..... something different but warm.... love it... Never need a super romantic ones..cause you are the world...

Spent the new year's eve with your family and friends in seremban become a new experience and another story that we both created..Meeting them is the best thing to end this 2011.... we had a good start and I totally enjoyed every single sec till 2011 clocked into 2012....... this is something I never expected which will ever happen....

Dear rat,

Loving you more and more everyday..... being now and forever isn't gonna be easy all the way but i know we can make it to the end...
thanks for bringing me home this new year'eve. I might not be the first but I hope to be the last.. It was the great night ever for now...meeting your friends, knowing them more and especially yours beloved family... thanks for letting me to be a part of all these....this might be hard to explain or even express... But what your mum did ......really sur prise me and frankly telling you....this really make mebe more confident now.... thanks rat.....*see...i wanna write more but you ask me to go for nap...hmph!*

sincerely from owl...

This

Is hard to breath when the heart is bleeding....
I duno what to do....
I can really feel that is strip away inside out.... Is hard to control all the feeling running through my sole and mind....

I wish I could learn how to tolerate more

我不知这是什么
更不知自己到底有多重要
晚安给不了解你的我

Happy first year anniversary

Love you !!! And again
I LOVE YOU more and more!!!!

Though you never say but I know you definitely DO!

期待

因为期待才会有失望
我习惯了失望的感觉
从以前到现在
情侣的大日子
往往是我以泪洗脸的晚上
这一次的我不敢再去想象
更不敢去要求
得不到的失望比任何时候都来得伤心
我要的，只是平凡的幸福

someone

is been a long while you never check this blog....
I guess so.....but am I right?

is been a long while I never post a blog which is long...

I guess time passed too fast til I can't control it

is been a long while that you never know bout...all the changes
I guess is me who keep you away from your friends indirectly...

sorry... I'm not your friend's gf... not even your classmates ...that could just mingle so easily with all your batchmates.....like others do.... I tried my best to do it....but in a big group...I still feel awkward at the end...cause you need to take care of me and can't be the real you in front of them... sorry that I kept all your freedom away when I join your friends...so sorry...  sorry that I can't be that perfect...

I know you have tried your best to fullfill both ways...neither your friends nor me....
this you have done well...you show me your best and be there for me all the time....

 but I think .... is time for me not to keep you with me all the time.....and should set you free..... sorry..... 

I don't mind to join you and friends...but I hate to see you can't enjoy much when I'm there.... sorry...

loving you...