ugly truth 3

I just realize I've depending on him too much now...
never notice that a word from him can hurt me that much compare to a ton of comments that people throw on me.....
I wish I could understand him more so I won't get angry so easily....
ps thanks for being there for me all the time.

anyway.....to those who like to kei po too much bout people 's stuff
Is really disappointing when you need to question whatever I do... and I have enough of all this...
If they think I can't do it,then what the hell asking me to handle it! can't they just listen to me? or can't they make it more mature??? I wish someone could have just listen to me....
shut your mouth up and try to learn from others... is not like i can be always right but atleast give people a chance to try.....

真正的男人

1.真正愛你的男人，一下子說不出真正愛你的理由，只知道自己顧不上注意別人。

2.真正愛你的男人，其實總惹你生氣，你卻發覺不了他到底做錯了什麼。

3.真正愛你的男人，很少當面贊美你，可是心裡肯定你是他最棒的。

4.真正愛你的男人，會在你忘記回復他短信時狠狠地說你一頓（特別是這一條，你好好想想）

5.真正愛你的男人，只可能在你一個人的面前流眼淚，當你觸摸到他時，也觸摸到了那顆只為你跳動的心。

6.真正愛你的男人，會默默地記住你不經意說過的話，在某時某刻重復它們。

7.真正愛你的男人，不會輕易做出承諾，因為他想讓自己成為你心中說話最算話的男子漢，只想給你最可靠最安全的幸福。

8.真正愛你的男人，總告訴你不要胡思亂想，因為其實他在為你們謀劃著最美麗真實的未來。同時讓你無憂無慮地等待他要給你的驚喜。

9.真正愛你的男人，可能不像你一樣清楚地記得某些紀念日，他覺得愛你是每時每刻的，並不是靠這幾天簡單的日子。

10.真正愛你的男人，不會輕易對你當面說“我愛你”，因為他為你做過的每件事都已經這麼說了。除非在非常時刻，為了不讓你無端地誤解他。

11.真正愛你的男人，總覺得有些話只說一遍就夠了，因為你已經了解他的心。說得多了，他會覺得不珍貴。

12.真正愛你的男人，如果他去機場接你，不會像你期望的那樣捧著玫瑰大聲叫“親愛的”，只是自然地提過你的行李，然後………


摘录

Sick!

pretty sure that this whole weekend I did nothing just because fever doesn't goes off at all!!!!

other than sleeping and loitering at his house, I guess i'm hiding in the blanket more than anything else...

argh.... Hate having fever.... being weak and pale just make me no mood to do anything!!!!
and this stupid laziness and tiredness make me even droop my saliva while sleeping.... and the WORST is HE IS just beside me!!!! isn't that embarrassing?? oh gosh!

when I'm sick...all types of ugly sleeping pose will just portrait out..... well is not what I can control....but why now? why in front of him....
I can't even find a place to hide!!!!

ps..thanks Mr.Rat for taking care of me....but I'm still sick!!!!!!!

aiks........... wanna go swimming so badly....

他

有人说爱一个人并不是他是谁
而是她能成为他的谁
就算是透露了自己的缺点
那个他依然会接受一切的她

爱

希望我们的爱情没有尊严
只要相互的守护着对方

载录醉后决定爱上你

会吗？

女人

女人是难搞的动物

我可赞成的事实

有时我也不了解自己的情绪化

比较确实是辛苦

过去的早已应该给忘了

享受着现在五彩的生活

但是可笑的事，

大家也懂得道理，包括与我

却在心里还是有比较的心态对我不够好

不是他对我不够好，

只是因为脑袋的固执

常常在不该担心的时候

却思考了许多不必要的东西

有时看到其他人的疯狂带着的浪漫

却让我在想，

他的举动是多么的平淡

是简单幸福还是

我是否是个代替品

想了也是多余

不过女人就是如此

我用我的方式来表达

习惯也是一种爱，

不过我可不希望爱是因为习惯

因为快速的开始

让我不知你我真的是永远吗

还是一句

我喜欢你，就是幸福deqi

See the Funny Two..

Right after my Final , we spent our sweetest joyful moment PENANG half day trip.

It' was funny when the truth is we both actually stay in Butterworth.. 

But I enjoyed the trip lots!
Wore the couple T bought by him.. *my first time wearing a coupleT walking on street*
Walked to the beach leaving our footsteps that wash down by the wave of sea....
The weather was perfect for us to capture all the beauties of sea,leaving all the studies behind...

Being with Mr.Rat is always something special for me...not only the starting but even till now..
I have no idea why I can share all my stories with him...
I have no idea why I can still follow him to everywhere when my body and mentaly exhausted..
wondering what magnet he has with him...

On 24 sept, it was my first time stepping into Seremban *Mr.Rat's home sweet home*
Though this might not be the first time meeting friends' parent but this was totally my first time I need travel ktm just for parent's meet!
I was so excited that day, but it wasn't due to meeting his parent but meeting him. I haven't seen him for a week plus...
Missing him is already a tough suffer.....but in a week plus... I would say is like a month!

Mr.Rat brought me to his primary School, then went around Seremban area..
A small town but full with deco of malay's lanterns. I do wish that I will visit this place more next time so that I could know more bout here!
My heart never get tachycardiac... and no palpitation...when I meet his mum... But a warm smile on her face was really worked to make me have the guts to talk to her...
I know the first meet might not be the perfect ones...but I realised I know him more now... not only the parent  but his family members too...

Wish that there are more to comes...
*I do wonder how he felt too when he came to my house...=)*

Never to be compared... but to be loved..
We both have walked out from the past.
I know we both trying to tolerate most of the things so that none of us will get injured or to be hurt.
However, I still wish that we can share all we wish to say it out..I don't care whether is good or bad.. or it might leave scar...cause what I know for now is.. forgive and forget...
Maybe our ex taught us how to tolerate each other more but it doesn't mean that you or I should keep it..
Sometimes I could be blur enough to make you angry but please do let me know...

I know this would be weird... but I wish to note it down here..
though people always say we shouldn't compare every single relationship.. somehow I did compare A SINGLE THING..
which is ...I know YOU are the one I love the most... *shy shy*

is almost 10months now.... I found my perfect ones to fit my imperfect...

ps

thanks for bringing me back to your house... I know this might be just a simple meet...but it means alot to a girl.. especially for me cause this would have let me know I'm someone you wish to introduce to your parent... thank you Mr.Rat..

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The best and most beautiful things in the world can't be seen, nor touched, but are felt in the heart.