选择你

选你不需理由。。。

是冲动？
还是感觉？

我不需懂。。

因为是你。。

你呢？


ps.。。今天就让我乱发挥吧！

Bye bye my rat

他回家咯！
而我呆在这忙那些永远忙不完的事情。。

与他在一起的时间并不长但也并不短。。
该在星期日回家的他却留下来陪我。。
陪到今天，带着舍不得的心情到了飞机场，说了拜拜。。
复杂的心情，怪怪的。。

其实想回，，但他也尽量陪我了，
不管我多忙，上课的时间排得满满的，
我还是见了他好长的一段时间。。。
心中带着甜甜的味道，沉醉在幸福当中。。

第一次感受到两人也在付出时，
不管多累， 心情还是永远的晴天。
就算有多忙 ， 也会偷懒赖在他身边。。
有时那短短的见面也会让笑容连夜不休地挂在嘴边。。

有时还会在想。。
他能让我这样地依赖，
好像会把我给宠坏，
但是，时间又好像追赶着，
一直提醒我，
能真正这样的依赖也只有一年时间
因为我们还是学生，
可以忘了烦恼，
就是享受一切 不需计划的事。。

我中毒了吧！=）

I'm a girl

sometimes I do wonder why I can't act like others girl..
pretending how they pretend
act like how they act
or maybe I'm the one who have problem?

all this never been my problem, never been in my mind because in my group of friends, I play till the top, chat the most and we enjoyed each other stories

I know as a posting mates, as a classmate, as a friend I can share all my feeling and my thought with you all.
But all this are not what I want to do.
Please don't put any hesitation on my doubt on not telling you guys bout my life. my private life indeed?
I don't need to share all my things bout Mr.63 with you all because I think that is not necessary.
I wish to have a pure friendship and chit chat bout other stuff excluding bf..
Being care is what friends should do, but I will share when I will.. or when I want.

Sometimes people in uni tend to say that I'm serious all the while.
hmm this make me think alot...
thinking bout...

      Is that because I do work fast?
      I stay at home more?
      I didn't go clubbing and drink?
      I don't go shopping every weekend?
      I don't sleep till noon?
      I look serious when come to studies?
      I tend to stress up or being quiet during exam preparation?
      I always do notes?
      I dare to ask teacher when I have doubt?

haizs...... are these known as serious?
do they really know me well?
do they really know how I behave among friend?
we are just uni friends, mingle around for a few hours a day doesn't seems to be a great reason to do a judgement....

Just wish that I can learn to bare with all these... somehow I'm lucky enough to have sze yiing as my uni best best friend... though she is not staying with me but I know all these will never affect us. =)

THE PROJECT!!!!

Haizs

Hate being alone at home..
Hate spending my night in a quiet room
Hate the darkness Everywhere
All the little sound came from anyplace just make me feel uncomfortable
The only thing that can kill all my worries and my fear is sleep early. Nitez

I'm such a baby

闹别扭

昨天的我闹别扭了
不是谁对谁错，
也不是什么吵架，
就是我依赖吧
没事想太多
发了自己的脾气
想回其实好笨。。。

在你面前
好像长不大似的。。。
傻乎乎的。。。
好好笑。。=）

是吗？？这就是我们俩吧？

loosing friends

after broke up with my ex, I lost all my friends that I'm close to in my tuition center. wonder why things can turn out to be that. or maybe that's how guys like to be? isn't that suppose to be a personal thing and friendship is another part of story?