不是谁对谁错，
也不是什么吵架，
就是我依赖吧
没事想太多
发了自己的脾气
想回其实好笨。。。
在你面前
好像长不大似的。。。
傻乎乎的。。。
好好笑。。=）
是吗？？这就是我们俩吧？
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
loosing friends
after broke up with my ex, I lost all my friends that I'm close to in my tuition center. wonder why things can turn out to be that. or maybe that's how guys like to be? isn't that suppose to be a personal thing and friendship is another part of story?
Monday, March 7, 2011
Fail again??
Failed my oral patho again.. Looks like this term I scored like brainless piggy... really disappointed... =(
The usual me who never ever worried bout failing now waving to my passing marks, standing at the failing border. haizs... what can I do?? back from India, I don't wish to stick with books anymore for 24-7. I need a real rtudent life who can enjoy. I choosed to be one and I need to bare with my score now. 2marks to pass sound close to the border but it still a FAIL and RED mark.. I hate being this, hate being the one who upset bout marks, regret for things I done.
Maybe I can blame CNY ,but afterall is still me myself who didn't put my 100% effort in it. T.T
Dad said that I've been going back too frequent so that might be one of the reason, but as a KL-ian, compare to the others, I went back the least of all... what's wrong with me now?
T.T
The usual me who never ever worried bout failing now waving to my passing marks, standing at the failing border. haizs... what can I do?? back from India, I don't wish to stick with books anymore for 24-7. I need a real rtudent life who can enjoy. I choosed to be one and I need to bare with my score now. 2marks to pass sound close to the border but it still a FAIL and RED mark.. I hate being this, hate being the one who upset bout marks, regret for things I done.
Maybe I can blame CNY ,but afterall is still me myself who didn't put my 100% effort in it. T.T
Dad said that I've been going back too frequent so that might be one of the reason, but as a KL-ian, compare to the others, I went back the least of all... what's wrong with me now?
T.T
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
All the BESTand GOOD LUCK
Mr.63, wish you all the best oh..I know you can do well and I believe in you!!!
加油!!!! 加油!!!!
To you...Mr.63..
thanks oh for saturday night, I believed that I make you even more stress out and tired after meeting me and spending your last final revision period with me.. But I enjoyed reading with you though I was busy with my notes and you were busy forcing all the words into your brain..
Maybe you didn't notice *me neither!!! cause I'm such a old lady tend to forget things* that we spend our 2nd month 26 together again!!! LOL...well coincident do happen !!!! =) something that should be happy for!
A promise is a promise, we didn't meet up at all out side from uni during your exam period. That really makes me think of you more, miss you even more.... but that's the best for you away from all the distraction!!
Today, we met in uni after your exam, you look tired than before...is just two days...you look more stressed up too....is ok, at least I know you are alright... and I believe you can take care of yourself.
sorry, I should play my role but I didn't ....can't help you much or di-stress you or even cook for you...sorry... I know we both are the same person. Keep myself away from meeting you for temporary is the only way to help you to concentrate.*though I really wish I can do something for you...*I think that is the only way too..
Mr.63, stay healthy till exam end k!! Don't fall sick... there's more battle for you to fight for.... rat rat spirit!!!
Pray for the best for you. =)
wait for you to finish your finals... always here waiting....
加油!!!! 加油!!!!
To you...Mr.63..
thanks oh for saturday night, I believed that I make you even more stress out and tired after meeting me and spending your last final revision period with me.. But I enjoyed reading with you though I was busy with my notes and you were busy forcing all the words into your brain..
Maybe you didn't notice *me neither!!! cause I'm such a old lady tend to forget things* that we spend our 2nd month 26 together again!!! LOL...well coincident do happen !!!! =) something that should be happy for!
A promise is a promise, we didn't meet up at all out side from uni during your exam period. That really makes me think of you more, miss you even more.... but that's the best for you away from all the distraction!!
Today, we met in uni after your exam, you look tired than before...is just two days...you look more stressed up too....is ok, at least I know you are alright... and I believe you can take care of yourself.
sorry, I should play my role but I didn't ....can't help you much or di-stress you or even cook for you...sorry... I know we both are the same person. Keep myself away from meeting you for temporary is the only way to help you to concentrate.*though I really wish I can do something for you...*I think that is the only way too..
Mr.63, stay healthy till exam end k!! Don't fall sick... there's more battle for you to fight for.... rat rat spirit!!!
Pray for the best for you. =)
wait for you to finish your finals... always here waiting....
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Is just a maybe
maybe I'm too used to be friendly
maybe I'm too used to be the one who start a topic
maybe I'm too used to be the real me
maybe I'm too used to be the one who people like to talk to
BUT right now...
I'm not..... is not what I think it is anymore....
sometimes things in life never happen like what we want or what we wish.
Stepping into this UNI life make me feel like I really like to isolate myself from my classmates...
I hate those gossiping...
I hate those chatting bout branded stuff and place to shop...
I hate talking bout where-else to get expensive food...
Studying in this private uni will mingle with all kinds of rich people. Most of the kids are pampered ..apparently I am out of the group.
I'm not even in the group who like to gossip bout drama queen too, though she treat me bad... what goes around comes around. maybe I do talk bout her, but definitely not to my classmates...because she will be my friend for 3years more that I can't change the fact of it! so I rather talk to my family member ,my besties or MR.63.
and expensive food doesn't seems to be good all the time, why not trying thins like in hawker stall which is cheaper and delicious... have you ever try it ???
Talking bout trip? ridiculous! I just hate planning trip in my class! that was just like riding a roller coaster. It affect my mood when those who asked me to plan and not joining it last minute. How can I plan a trip which can spend less and can good accommodation and transport or even good food...DREAM ON people... You guys rather spend money on buying things then paying a little money on the trip. When you know that is a TRIP--- holiday trip for sure... it 100% that you will spend. But spending it wisely or not is all on your hand too. Found the most cheapest hotel that consider with a good condition can still rate as not worth it by them, isn't that funny??
Maybe I should be a guy! may be that's what I need to be... I hate travel with girls... I just can't accept that travel need to place shopping for the first choice. Isn't that suppose to be sight seeing be the most important event?? I hate listen to them listing things that cost too much in a trip.. If you can spend on buying things, why not spare some on where you should stay or what to eat.
Maybe I'm used to travel with a backpacker thought..What I need is food,scenery and memory...
sorry people, I'm sick of helping you all to plan things. I'm sick of being tolerate with girls...I can never think like them, and I can never be myself . Faking smile is just not me. sorry people...
I might not be the girl you will like or want me to be , I rather choose to be the girl I want to be.
Pretending nothing happen .... choose to mingle with guys just make girls gossip more... what should I do?? can't you girls leave me alone??
Don't give me stupid reason when I know you are trying to say no... is better for you to tell me directly...
maybe I'm too used to be the one who start a topic
maybe I'm too used to be the real me
maybe I'm too used to be the one who people like to talk to
BUT right now...
I'm not..... is not what I think it is anymore....
sometimes things in life never happen like what we want or what we wish.
Stepping into this UNI life make me feel like I really like to isolate myself from my classmates...
I hate those gossiping...
I hate those chatting bout branded stuff and place to shop...
I hate talking bout where-else to get expensive food...
Studying in this private uni will mingle with all kinds of rich people. Most of the kids are pampered ..apparently I am out of the group.
I'm not even in the group who like to gossip bout drama queen too, though she treat me bad... what goes around comes around. maybe I do talk bout her, but definitely not to my classmates...because she will be my friend for 3years more that I can't change the fact of it! so I rather talk to my family member ,my besties or MR.63.
and expensive food doesn't seems to be good all the time, why not trying thins like in hawker stall which is cheaper and delicious... have you ever try it ???
Talking bout trip? ridiculous! I just hate planning trip in my class! that was just like riding a roller coaster. It affect my mood when those who asked me to plan and not joining it last minute. How can I plan a trip which can spend less and can good accommodation and transport or even good food...DREAM ON people... You guys rather spend money on buying things then paying a little money on the trip. When you know that is a TRIP--- holiday trip for sure... it 100% that you will spend. But spending it wisely or not is all on your hand too. Found the most cheapest hotel that consider with a good condition can still rate as not worth it by them, isn't that funny??
Maybe I should be a guy! may be that's what I need to be... I hate travel with girls... I just can't accept that travel need to place shopping for the first choice. Isn't that suppose to be sight seeing be the most important event?? I hate listen to them listing things that cost too much in a trip.. If you can spend on buying things, why not spare some on where you should stay or what to eat.
Maybe I'm used to travel with a backpacker thought..What I need is food,scenery and memory...
sorry people, I'm sick of helping you all to plan things. I'm sick of being tolerate with girls...I can never think like them, and I can never be myself . Faking smile is just not me. sorry people...
I might not be the girl you will like or want me to be , I rather choose to be the girl I want to be.
Pretending nothing happen .... choose to mingle with guys just make girls gossip more... what should I do?? can't you girls leave me alone??
Don't give me stupid reason when I know you are trying to say no... is better for you to tell me directly...
Saturday, February 26, 2011
IPHONE fever
Having a new Iphone make me even more ditracted from study!!!! help me!!!!!!
But I realise that having it just make me spend more time on it and do nothing bout my own stuff!!!! have to stop this habit!!!!
A part from this, I'm actually enjoying every apps in Iphone.. Chatting and sending message are just FREE!!!! now I can really tell my mum that changing into Iphone plan just make me save more money!!! LOL...=P
But I realise that having it just make me spend more time on it and do nothing bout my own stuff!!!! have to stop this habit!!!!
A part from this, I'm actually enjoying every apps in Iphone.. Chatting and sending message are just FREE!!!! now I can really tell my mum that changing into Iphone plan just make me save more money!!! LOL...=P
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*blink* *blink*..........
time fly!!! two months de!!! well nothing great bout it unless is 2 years!!! well just wish that we can make it through!!!! I believe so!!!
how come my brain can't work suddenly!!!! don't know what to write de??? haizs.... need to sleep now!!! brain need to rest.... =(
Monday, February 21, 2011
沙滩
与他走在沙滩上
吹着暖暖的海风
打在脸上的海水
脑海一片的空白
忘了所有的烦恼
沙滩堆了图片与字
我们无视旁人走着
忘了时间快速流逝
牵着手慢慢地走着
轻轻的吻贴在脸上
甜蜜写下永远回忆
蓝蓝的云层堆如图片
脚指头与沙粒摩擦着
手指中的空间被填满
被幸福的味道围绕着
我们的未来等着寻找
虽然只是一个普通的海景.....
我还是喜欢与你走在沙滩....
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