I don't know why..... don't know how...... I'm speechless...suddenly...
something went wrong?
or I'm thinking too much?
maybe what I said and what I think is just two different thing....
wish that you are just by my side now..
is so hard to pretend not missing you and not wanna meet you at all!!!! can't take it!
nitez blog...
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Adding note
ADDING ON!
Is one month anniversary thou not 1 YEAR but I pretty sure I will break all the record yours and mine!
Thanks for being by my side thou can't hug you today..=S
Is one month anniversary thou not 1 YEAR but I pretty sure I will break all the record yours and mine!
Thanks for being by my side thou can't hug you today..=S
HAPPY 1 mth ANNIVERSARY ! !
Time fly, is one month now... well specifically still need to wait till almost past midnight only considered...
As I know it was on 26-27 midnight...I still remember every single second of it, every time your face became blush! Whenever I think of that, you will just make me laugh non stop..
Is not the funny shy look on you, but I think I fall on you the moment you confront..=) that's how stupid I am =P
A day that we both will never forget,
A day we will make it as memorable as possible...
Argh my stomach is blotted now after eating so much. *sob, not eating with him as celebration*
Curious to know why not? Exam still the first place for us right now, so all this special day can put aside and celebrate it later. I bet when the meaning is there, the important person is there, that is special enough thou is not on the right particular date!!!
So I think everyday we meet is also an anniversary day? LOL.....
Hope that we don't need to be only super sweet on anniversary day, birthday, valentine or etc....As long as there's WE , is always a memorable day!
I wish this 1st month will be not a full stop of just A MONTH, but a starting point for our long way journey. At the beginning of journey usually started well in relationship but to maintain it will always be the challenge to test us. I don't know what will we be in future and I never imagine yet till now because I think I rather choose to treasure every single moment with him than always worry bout what it will turn out to be. I hope this will change my perception too since I'm those worry-type person. =)
Trying to hold a person time for first isn't that hard except the heart feel like popping out detach from the thoracic cage, but holding it till the day hair turn white will be not only tachycardia, but SOB *short of breath* when facing all the facts of our life. I can't promise there will be no fight no argue because a relationship will only develop stronger bonding when learning how to tolerate each other from mistakes but I believe we can make it through.
Sorry that I didn't prepare anything for this special day, really have no idea what I should do.
Other than calling him, chatting with him, my mind just stuck with zero ideas...maybe due to his exam, all my mind think of is stop disturbing him, let him focus till exam end.
Keep him accompany is something I should do for today, but my appearance may affect his progress of studies..=(
One month before, this is the day we spend for more than half day.. one month after we meet only for less than 30sec before you step into your exam hall for the same day. But who cares!!! as long as the mind is tie up!
THERE IS NO REMEDY FOR LOVE BUT TO LOVE MORE
* When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams. *~ Dr Seuss ~
Ps:
Wish Mr.63 all the best in exam and we sill be lovely forever and ever !!!
hehe since today is the special day and there will be a special wish! cause is consider a birth-day for US.
maybe when I get to think of something that can remind of we, then only can see what I can do... =S
As I know it was on 26-27 midnight...I still remember every single second of it, every time your face became blush! Whenever I think of that, you will just make me laugh non stop..
Is not the funny shy look on you, but I think I fall on you the moment you confront..=) that's how stupid I am =P
A day that we both will never forget,
A day we will make it as memorable as possible...
Argh my stomach is blotted now after eating so much. *sob, not eating with him as celebration*
Curious to know why not? Exam still the first place for us right now, so all this special day can put aside and celebrate it later. I bet when the meaning is there, the important person is there, that is special enough thou is not on the right particular date!!!
So I think everyday we meet is also an anniversary day? LOL.....
Hope that we don't need to be only super sweet on anniversary day, birthday, valentine or etc....As long as there's WE , is always a memorable day!
I wish this 1st month will be not a full stop of just A MONTH, but a starting point for our long way journey. At the beginning of journey usually started well in relationship but to maintain it will always be the challenge to test us. I don't know what will we be in future and I never imagine yet till now because I think I rather choose to treasure every single moment with him than always worry bout what it will turn out to be. I hope this will change my perception too since I'm those worry-type person. =)
Trying to hold a person time for first isn't that hard except the heart feel like popping out detach from the thoracic cage, but holding it till the day hair turn white will be not only tachycardia, but SOB *short of breath* when facing all the facts of our life. I can't promise there will be no fight no argue because a relationship will only develop stronger bonding when learning how to tolerate each other from mistakes but I believe we can make it through.
Sorry that I didn't prepare anything for this special day, really have no idea what I should do.
Other than calling him, chatting with him, my mind just stuck with zero ideas...maybe due to his exam, all my mind think of is stop disturbing him, let him focus till exam end.
Keep him accompany is something I should do for today, but my appearance may affect his progress of studies..=(
One month before, this is the day we spend for more than half day.. one month after we meet only for less than 30sec before you step into your exam hall for the same day. But who cares!!! as long as the mind is tie up!
THERE IS NO REMEDY FOR LOVE BUT TO LOVE MORE
* When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams. *~ Dr Seuss ~
Ps:
Wish Mr.63 all the best in exam and we sill be lovely forever and ever !!!
hehe since today is the special day and there will be a special wish! cause is consider a birth-day for US.
maybe when I get to think of something that can remind of we, then only can see what I can do... =S
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Just came back from class-GH...
Just found out that the portion of exam is big!!!! but that doesn't make me feel like reading any of it..isn't that sad? I don't know what happen to my semangat yang membarak-barak, maybe 3rd year just too tired... Is tiring when the clock showing 7before you go out and still showing 7 when you came back! 12hours... my goodness...
Today, I just found out that there's a yoga centre in front of my house! GREAT!!! now I can really do what I wish to do since I'm in form6! but I can only join in during march since Feb is full with exam and holiday! 2hours per week, isn;t that just nice for me to keep healthy and keep fit? =) wish for that!!!! Can't wait for march to come! ^^ I want S-shape body, I want soft joint...
crack-crack-crack.....looks like is time for my join and my bone to loosen up!!!!!
Just found out that the portion of exam is big!!!! but that doesn't make me feel like reading any of it..isn't that sad? I don't know what happen to my semangat yang membarak-barak, maybe 3rd year just too tired... Is tiring when the clock showing 7before you go out and still showing 7 when you came back! 12hours... my goodness...
Today, I just found out that there's a yoga centre in front of my house! GREAT!!! now I can really do what I wish to do since I'm in form6! but I can only join in during march since Feb is full with exam and holiday! 2hours per week, isn;t that just nice for me to keep healthy and keep fit? =) wish for that!!!! Can't wait for march to come! ^^ I want S-shape body, I want soft joint...
crack-crack-crack.....looks like is time for my join and my bone to loosen up!!!!!
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should have posted it just now....
now is so late de... just came back from yam cha with my uncle... glad they came over drop by and bring me out. Wish that there's more chances for me to chat with them non stop...=)
argh..I'm tired... time to sleep, looks like need to call Mr.63 de...
wonder how's his progress today since I didn't call or message him for the whole evening...
Monday, January 24, 2011
JJ
though is not my first time link this song in FB, but somehow it become a song that will play in my mind...
Is not a song with lyric that voice out my soul, but maybe the first time I heard it just a the right moment...
Still love this song deeply, wonder why...
JJ 她说
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zt2PuFlibZY&NR=1
Ps: I'm not emoing =) just it comes across my mind again and again..=)
Is not a song with lyric that voice out my soul, but maybe the first time I heard it just a the right moment...
Still love this song deeply, wonder why...
JJ 她说
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zt2PuFlibZY&NR=1
Ps: I'm not emoing =) just it comes across my mind again and again..=)
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Blog too many??
Really blog alot recently, maybe after so long...I didn't have the mood to do so!
Thanks to him! when my pc away...he borrowed his to me!!!! *wink wink* really really appreciate it cause this is the only thing I have now to lepak!
I chosed to let Mr.63 know I have blog which maybe others won't or never do so.
There might be some doubt whether is good to let him know or keep it a privacy account so that I can voice out anything I want... After all is better to keep no secret than keeping every single thought to myself =)
well, I would say TRUST is the only thing I believed that it will hold my relationship long!
On the other hand ,I wish that all these blog will not affect what we are now because this is a place I throw my words follow by my mood, it might be mean or harsh sometimes. sorry..
Today, mummy ask my sis whether am I preparing dinner for my bf?
WAH!!!!!
Dear mama, looks like you know your kid well enough. Before I can introduce him officially, you can even sense it! NOT BAD!!! I'm glad you take it as I'm a grown up now and will not be worried bout me as you usually do. BUT, I will still act as if I don't know you already mention this to sis right now. Maybe there's a day you ask me again, then the answer will be different form the first time I showed you his picture..=)
Hope I will get a good news or a good yes as my answer!
3more days to go,will be a month..
This make me think of the day hand holds hand, how shy we both are...*though that's not the day I count!*
A fast flash back...
We enjoyed the ride in my first Mary-go -round after taking of my "teen" on my age, some excited 360 degree ride and many more.. Maybe I'm not a girl who like soft toy had make you disappointed cause you can't show your skill throwing chips or balls to win something memorable form all the toys stall...=) But I think an ending with the horse ride is something that I will never ever forget. Is not something usual but I love it. Is is a crazy move for kids looking from down there but may I say.... IS ROMANTIC k... LOL.... maybe yar it is..
A crowd make us be apart, your height make me just easy to find in the sea of people *wink wink..are you sparkling on that day? * But all this make you grab my hand and walk...
We spend the noon,evening ,night.... till midnight... Is just the second date... oooooooo maybe this is called - A TALE and A STORY begin....
PS : argh..is just a short break in between of studies!!!!
Thanks to him! when my pc away...he borrowed his to me!!!! *wink wink* really really appreciate it cause this is the only thing I have now to lepak!
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I chosed to let Mr.63 know I have blog which maybe others won't or never do so.
There might be some doubt whether is good to let him know or keep it a privacy account so that I can voice out anything I want... After all is better to keep no secret than keeping every single thought to myself =)
well, I would say TRUST is the only thing I believed that it will hold my relationship long!
On the other hand ,I wish that all these blog will not affect what we are now because this is a place I throw my words follow by my mood, it might be mean or harsh sometimes. sorry..
*********************************
Today, mummy ask my sis whether am I preparing dinner for my bf?
WAH!!!!!
Dear mama, looks like you know your kid well enough. Before I can introduce him officially, you can even sense it! NOT BAD!!! I'm glad you take it as I'm a grown up now and will not be worried bout me as you usually do. BUT, I will still act as if I don't know you already mention this to sis right now. Maybe there's a day you ask me again, then the answer will be different form the first time I showed you his picture..=)
Hope I will get a good news or a good yes as my answer!
***************************************
This make me think of the day hand holds hand, how shy we both are...*though that's not the day I count!*
A fast flash back...
We enjoyed the ride in my first Mary-go -round after taking of my "teen" on my age, some excited 360 degree ride and many more.. Maybe I'm not a girl who like soft toy had make you disappointed cause you can't show your skill throwing chips or balls to win something memorable form all the toys stall...=) But I think an ending with the horse ride is something that I will never ever forget. Is not something usual but I love it. Is is a crazy move for kids looking from down there but may I say.... IS ROMANTIC k... LOL.... maybe yar it is..
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| the thrill we enjoyed make both of us crazy |
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| the thought of riding it is just beyond what I could imagine! |
A crowd make us be apart, your height make me just easy to find in the sea of people *wink wink..are you sparkling on that day? * But all this make you grab my hand and walk...
We spend the noon,evening ,night.... till midnight... Is just the second date... oooooooo maybe this is called - A TALE and A STORY begin....
PS : argh..is just a short break in between of studies!!!!
Dine with Mr.63
Not my first time dining with him, not my first time cooking for him either..
Is just a short meet for both of us, Is just an excuse too.. for us to be together for just an hour *thou just an hour* for this super busy busy and critical period..
Is just more than what I wish for! =)
Really thought that I can't meet him from last night, but still we make it today. I know I'm too greedy...
有时真的觉得很不应该，真的认为自己会打扰到他，但想的跟做的，永远都不同。。。
想见面时，自然地会找理由。。。 不管有多忙得他也会抽空。。 我好自私哦。。。
因为执著忘了对对方的最好的选择。。 好不应该。。=(
真希望能不说。。不说我想你。。。
加油哦，明天会更好！
ps..post more when I'm sienz!!!
Is just a short meet for both of us, Is just an excuse too.. for us to be together for just an hour *thou just an hour* for this super busy busy and critical period..
Is just more than what I wish for! =)
Really thought that I can't meet him from last night, but still we make it today. I know I'm too greedy...
有时真的觉得很不应该，真的认为自己会打扰到他，但想的跟做的，永远都不同。。。
想见面时，自然地会找理由。。。 不管有多忙得他也会抽空。。 我好自私哦。。。
因为执著忘了对对方的最好的选择。。 好不应该。。=(
真希望能不说。。不说我想你。。。
加油哦，明天会更好！
ps..post more when I'm sienz!!!
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